F A N Z O N E D; Lucas Dobre

Twenty - Two.

Anisha.

I didn't know what to do so I ran after him.
As I ran after him, I knew I just couldn't let him leave. Last time I did, it was for his dreams to come through. This time, I won't let him because it's my dream now.

I knew deep in my heart I won't let him go angnlrey. Not now. Not ever. And now, I know he doesn't want me to leave nor does he wants to leave. He's forcing himself to leave, for god knows why. No way am I going to leave this boy alone.

And I knew, deep down in this heartless boy, there was a smile. He was so joyous when we were young. Now? Now he's the most heartless person I know. For what ever reason, I don't know.

For a solid 20minutes he was who he was before but for some reason he just wanted to show he wasn't and that he'd changed.
He hasn't, and the soft green eye, cute smile, caring boy and amazing personality was still there and it never left.

So, I ran after him. I ran after him, because I knew I didn't want to lose him and I was going to. He left me once and I wasn't going to let him leave me again. Not this time. He's not gonna leave me anymore. No. Not like this.

So without thinking, without knowing what to do, without any hesitation, I grabbed his arm and hugged him from the back. I hugged him tight enough so he couldn't move from the spot he stopped in. Tight enough, so he couldn't break loose of my hands around him.

“Please please please Lucas. I'm begging you, don't leave me” I heard sobs. He was crying just as much as I was crying.

He turned around and hugged me immediately. God, finally. I was hugging my best friend. I finally got to he around his arms once more.
“You don't know how much I missed you anisha” he whispered. “I missed you so so fucking much” he added while hugging me.

He kissed my forehead and wiped away my tears. We both stood there, looking at each other and not saying anything.

There stood two persons. Two persons whose heart have always been there for each other. Two persons who knew they were each others everything.

There we stood, both of us. Childhood best friends, sweetlovers and a lot of old memories flashed back.

And we both new what we had before was so priceless. No one could've ever taken our places. We never liked each other in that way. But we did love each other as friends.

But we've never stared at each other this, this was much more. We both know things was growing and changing, a lot.

Feelings, feelings that can't be explain nor express. Why? Why would I feel this way? Like my heart was coming out of me. Why? What was this feeling?

There was no one else I'd rather go through all this with. There was no boy more perfect than this boy standing in front of me. Though you so I don't believe it, because no one could be more perfect than Lucas Dobre himself.

Let's face it.

LUCAS DOBRE IS A GODDESS.

I stared up at him, the green eyes was there like before. He breathes in deeply, “Can I tell you something?” he asks me.

I smiled and nodded at him, “You're fucking breath taking.” he laughs gently, as my cheeks turn bright fucking red like a tomatoe.

“Yeah? Took you long enough to find out.” I smirked, looking at him. He shakes his head and scoffed pulling me closer taking me by surprise.

As our foreheads touched , “You see, I knew it before. Even when we were younger, for me you were the definition of beauty”

I blushed even more. Why are you blushing anisha? If you guys where bestfrie- ex best friends I would be calling this flirting.

But things was summing up, so why not go with it. “I mean, you don't look bad yourself.” I smiled at him.

He nodded, “I know” He laughs I laughed as well. You see this was our friendship. All smiles and laughter. No drama.

Lucas and I stared at each other, “Can we reconnect?” I asked. He didn't answer. He looked away.

I sigh and tugged his shirt. “Please Lucas. Please please don't leave me again.” “please stay with me and be my everything again.” I asked once more, hoping for an answer. He didn't answer, he didn't say anything. He just looked away.

He just stood there silently, so I decided to talk, I needed to let him know how I felt.

“Look Lucas, I know you're upset and you're probably regretting everything you said or did. But what you did was already done, everything you said was ready said and nothing can change that. And I've told you, I forgive you, I really mean it. I do forgive you, no matter what I will still forgive you. I'll be here always by your side, no matter what and even if you push me away, I'll always be here, I'll never leave you. I will never give up on you. Lucas, what you did before doesn't matter. So please? Please Lucas, can't you just not avoiding me and please come back to me. No one's perfect and hell you don't deserve anything from me. But boy I'm willing to forget.
Because, Lucas, I've missed you. I miss you so much and I missed us. Lucas, let's just go back to the way we were before, yeah? I don't like this, not like this Lucas. I can't live like this, looking at you, tears me apart every time I remember that you don't remember how we use to be and i miss you so so fucking much and you won't understand how much it pains-”

He grabs me by my waist and hugged me tightly cutting of my speech. “I love you”. I smiled with tears in my eyes knowing that he finally agreed.

“I'll never leave you again my love. Never again.” he whispered as he tightly hug me. I look up at him and smiles, before he says,

“To the moon and back, to the galaxy and internity, to?”

“Infinite and beyond” I replied smiling.

I finally have my Lucas. MY LUCAS!

Lucas Dobre, is back.