I'll Be Here✖HS

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Cher Lloyd – Human

 

 

Holly’s POV

 

His eyes we’re not ending his roguish stare into mine, making my body to become rigid just by his beryl eyes, my mouth was still droop down, but not enough for him to perceive my astonished expression. My tongue was arid due to his unexpected query, am I jealous? I don’t know, there was this gut feeling forming within me forcing me to not react immediately to his sudden question.

“What the hell? Of course not, I’ am not willing to contribute to you my feelings, all I’m expressing is that I felt like a third wheel, like you guys haven’t notice me with all of those hours” I blather, my voice sinking into anxiousness.

“Oh really?” His voice wasn’t obscuring the self- confident in them as he stood up from my bed and took a step closer to me equally as my heart was starting to quid in uneasiness. I generally don’t act like this when I’m being tested but it appears to be that he has this anonymous effect on me.

I took a step back to enhance the distance between me and him. “I’m serious” I bluntly say, both my hands clenched into fists on either side of my stiff body.

“You’re lying to yourself Holl” He softly says, making the hair on every piece of my body to awaken at his rough and gravelly voice collaborating with the angelic stony wind enclosing throughout my bedroom.

I was about to protest until my back was hard- pressed against the wall at the side of my sealed door, my breathing became irregular when he entrap me against the wall with his body pushed against mine, our breathing combining as he closed the distance between us, his body radiating with warmth,  when his lips brushed my cherry ear. “Don’t lie to yourself Holl” He quietly spoke in my ear, my body becoming scrawny from his lingering body and supple voice, I almost gave in until he took a step back escalating the distance between us once again and almost immediately he left my bed room without saying a word, leaving me to lean against the wall with a sigh heaving from my lips, and my cheeks burning in crimson red.

I almost thought he was about to—NO! Stop it Holl, he will never do it, not with you, not again. I gulp a mouthful of air at the preposterous thought of his mellow lips colliding with mine yet again. Stupid

I shook my head in haste, taking no notice of my thoughts, which the world around me was as if spinning like a ball due to my hysterical shake.

I ignored all of my thoughts and carried on with my sleep.

“Holly?! What are you doing! Stop! Your not yourself” His once velvety voice became frightened and petrified at the situation taking place, with me on top of him, glaring at his exposed neck, my mouth developing with its starvation that I sunk both my fangs onto his bare neck, the once beautiful green eyes that I’ve adored for too long was now in a anesthetize state, his mouth gaping open as my fangs sank deeper onto his skin.

My body soon darted up, my body trembling tensely with sweat undulating down my face. I entomb my startled face onto my drenched hands. The nightmare carried on, something I wasn’t expecting at all. I thought it was just a nightmare that would just exceed yet it continued, to a typical individual it’s like, as if it was just a normal thing to them, but for usit is not a customary thing but a cautionary, a threat, but I feel confound, everything doesn’t make sense at all, I may sometimes let my emotions take over my actions but I have my limitations, limitations that I’ve abide by after the incident.

I look over to the discreet alarm clock reposing upon m nightstand by my bed, 10:30 am, it read, since my mind became merge up my body became indolent along with it, I wake up later than when I used to rouse, I only eat something when I feel like it, and everything around me just feels so insignificant.

Harry’s POV

I heard it, I heard it once more. Her growling, her protests, her yelps, yet I didn’t do anything, I should have but I didn’t. My body was too numb to function; I just lay there on top of the scratchy duvet listening to the horrid cries from Holly all through the early morning, my body was begging to ease her helpless self but my mind was telling me to stay emotionless and not react. I was awake till dawn and the screaming still hasn’t stop but it became less deafening.

I was getting concerned every minute her cries converting into whimpers, I shouldn’t be feeling this way but I can’t stop it, and I don’t think I want it too.

 

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Hello lovies!! UGH!! I broke my promise! IM SO SORRY! This is just filler knowing that first day of school just started last week and my schedule became occupied once again, yet I made this filler for you guys, I’ll try and update on Thursday :3 – Hope(I’m going to be using this name for now on, it has less characters hehe, yeah2 imma lazy bum)

 

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