Look only to Me

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A/N : for the first chapters, it would only be a longer version for the prologue or from the bunny. So sorry na.. Orz

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In a blink of an eye, three years has passed. The hype of Sotus S the Series already fades away, replaced by the new series. Life goes on. Singto never knew that he would rather focus more with his school and his camera than his acting career, but that's what he does right now. He is in his last semester and only just a little bit more that he could graduate. Finally.

He enjoys the freedom. How he could immerse himself in his work in front of his laptop or behind the camera. The management thankfully understand and abide with his decision and lets him do what he wants until graduation. So it became rarer of him to make an appearance, or being the one in front of camera nowadays. Usually he would appear here and there, as an extra in the series, never be more than one or two episodes.

And Krist..

It's not like he lost contact with the younger man. But his junior is busier than him. It's seems he's so popular he doesn't have time for an old friend like Singto. Don't get him wrong. What he means is, he's not actually that close with Krist since the beginning. They're eventually become comfortable with each other because of work. After their work done, they don't have many things to keep contact about.

..And he doesn't want to hurt himself more than he already is anyway.

Even with his relationship with Pin, there's always a special place in Sing's heart for Krist. That handsome but actually cute man. It started gradually, he was sure of it. They didn't talk much since the first time he met with the younger man as the head hazer. Nor there's a special feeling when they met again to act as a lover in Sotus. But little by little, as they met again and again, he always look for the younger man. More than a senior to his junior, more than a friend..

And Krist never look at him the same way he look at Krist.

So he steps back, and took another, and another. Until it became a natural thing to do to just say hi in the hallway if they met.

Singto tells himself that it's alright. And it's the right thing to do.

Even though it still hurts.

Anyway. He is busy with his thesis. He hunched his back and staring intently to the screen in front of him, eyes frowning in concentration while his fingers dance around on the keyboard.

Just a little more.. just a little bit more..

But then suddenly a hand hit him on the head.

His concentration shatters.

"Ow!" he shouts, rubbing his head. He found P' Jane behind him, folding hands on his chest, looking so unimpressed at him.

"Oohh.. P' Jane khrup.. can't you be gentler to me?" he pouted still rubbing his head.

"Ai' Singto." P' Jane started his nagging. "How long have you been in front of your laptop?! Look, your sandwich is still beside you, untouched! And it's almost dinner now!"

Singto drops his shoulder. It's been like this since forever. But more so now because he started to focus on his thesis. He is grateful with his manager, of course. He wouldn't know what to do if P' Jane is not with him.

"Relax, Phi. Just a little bit more, na. One hour. I promise." He executes his puppy look to P' Jane. But the man only sighs and rolls his eyes.

"Whatever." P' Jane humph-ed. And then dumped a stack of paper to his lap.