You lay in your bed with no emotion throwing darts at the wall randomly. Its been 4 days since Harry left you. You were all over the papers, internet, and magazine. Yet not one single tear had fallen from you eyes. But you knew you needed Harry back in your life. The 4 days have been a living hell. He was the reason you act was getting better. Believe it or not but your act wasn’t as bad as it now. You’re aunt had noticed your new behavior and came to your room to talk about it. You told her what the fan had said and how you reacted. She was surprised by your action but she was surprised that you pretty much told Harry to leave you. I mean you did say “Why dont you just leave then?” Now you were angry at yourself..you let one of the best things in your life get away. Maybe if you had told him sooner, none of this would have happend.
"Oh come on sweety, dont think like that," your aunt said. Whoops you must have said that out loud. You sighed and closed your eyes. "I messed up." you sighed. There was a short minute of silence. Thoughts running through both of your heads. "how about we go shopping? You could use new clothes." she smiled at you. You gave a small grin and nodded your head. You grabbed your jacket and vans and walked out
You shopped for about two hours until out feet your getting tired. But you wanted starbucks on the way home. So you stopped in and got your favorite and sat down at a table on the side of the cafe and talked to your aunt. “I have to go to the bathroom. I’ll be right back” You told her. She nodded and you left.
HARRY’S POV:
I walked into the cafe going over the drink that I wanted and what the boys requested. We were recording down the street and needed a break. Since I needed to clear my head , I suggested that I walk to starbucks. I walked in and took a glance across the room. Thats when I had noticed the familar face. It was Y/N’s aunt. I had met her once or twice. She was always so quiet, even kind of sketchy. Always taking glances at Y/N. As if she didn’t know what to say. Sometimes I would see Y/N lightly shaking her head as if not to do anything they would regret. But I blew it off as if it was nothing. Now that Im thinking about it, maybe I should have said something.
She caught me staring and looked at me intensley. Yup. She knew about the fight. I felt horrible about it. If I was going to say something about Y/N’s behavior then I should have done it privately. Not in front of the fans and paps. Now everywhere I turned, there was the story of our breakup. There was a video I found on the internet. And on it, I heard what the fan said that made Y/N react the way she did. Something about her dad leaving her and her mom living in the shacks. I wanted to talk to Y/N about it but I was a coward. I didnt know if she wanted to see me. Since Y/N isnt here maybe talking her aunt would be a better option. Maybe she would tell me.
I took a deep breath and walked over. She looked up from her magazine at me and then at the restrooms and back at me. “harry” she nodded. “hello Y/A/N (your aunts name). May I sit?” “I dont think thats a good idea” I ignored her and sat down and she sighed. “Have you seen the video of what the fan said to Y/N causing her to go in that girls face?” I ask going straight to the point. She sighed again and nodded. Taking another glance at the bathrooms. “She wanted to tell you for the longest time about the life she was living less than three years ago Harry. But she didnt know how you would react. She always kept things to herself.” “Can you please explain to me what her life was?” I pleaded. She took one last look at the bathroom doors and at me. “Alright I’ll make it quick” she said and I breathed out a sigh of releif.
She told me everything about Y/N’s dad leaving her when she was still a baby, to how she was practically paying the bills, how she got into the wrong crowd, how she supported her mother, and how she raised the money. I felt the tears threatning to poor but I wouldnt allow them unlike Y/A/N who was crying for the past two minutes. I was about to say something when the figure in the corner caught me eye: Y/N.
She looked scared. I think she heard her aunt just reveal her secret to me. She stood there shocked for a second until she bolted for the door in the back of the cafe. I ran after her “Y/N!” I called and ran. She came to a stop at the street waiting for it to clear. But I got to her in time to pull her back into me. I lightly pushed her back against the wall so she wouldnt be able to run away. “What are you doing Harry!” She screamed at me struggling to get free. I didnt respond. i just kissed her. She was shocked and kissed back just as passionately. Until she pushed me back. “NO!” she yelled, “STOP HARRY JUST LEAVE. EVERYONE WAS RIGHT! YOU DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER! STOP WASTING YOUR TIME!”
"I had no idea what you had to go through. Calling you selfish, and all those other names was wrong of me. You are so strong. So damn strong. I dont know why it took me this long to see that. What you did for your mom was amazing. Letting you go was one of the dumbest things I have ever done. I dont think I could find anyone better for me than you." I said and she started to cry. This was the first time I have seen her cry. EVER. so it was kinda a big deal. I rubbed the tear with my thumb.
"you dont have to come back to me because of pity. I dont need it." She said. "No. Im coming back to you because I need you in my life. I miss my loving, funny, and sassy girlfriend. Because you know what Y/N? I love you. Yeah I love you," this was the first time I said I love you to her. "and Im sorry it took this fight for me to realize how much Im in love with you."
She sniffled and gave me a small smile. “I love you too and Im sorry for not telling you sooner. Can we just start over? Please”
I smiled widely. “I would love that. Im sorry too and I love you” and I have her a big hug.
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Credit to hazzho
