PAN 2: Finding my Love (The Forgotten Memories) √

Chapter 1

Zero

"Sana masaya ka na dyan. Miss na kita,ang sakit pa rin na wala ka sa tabi namin. Limang taon na rin ang nakalipas pero nandito pa rin yung sakit. Ang hirap kaseng magmove on. Kahit na minsan tahimik ka pero ikaw pa rin yung nakasama kong matagal. Dati ang sarap balik balikan yung masasayang mga alaala natin pero sa tuwing na aala ko ang mga yon ngayon masakit sa puso" May pumatak na luha sa aking mata dahil sa lungkot at pangungulila na nararamdaman ko. I'm here at the cemetery just visiting a important person in my life. I wipe my tears and sigh.

I don't care if people will saw me crying and They'll think I'm a gay? I don't f*cking care!

"Paalam na ha? May trabaho pa kase ako. Ingat ka dyan kung nasaan ka man. Tandaan mo mahal na mahal ka namin and we missed you too" sabi ko at sinulyapan muna yung lapida nya bago ako umalis at balik na sa office.

'Ethan Dela Cruz
Born: July 18 1995
Died: November 20 2012'

Five years past after that accident happened pero sariwa pa rin yung nangyari para sa akin. Dahil may kulang pa sa akin na hinahanap hanap ko tuwing gigising ako sa araw araw.

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F*ck i'm tired, there's lots of  file i have to do read. I heard My secretary knock at the door.

"Come in" i said.

"Sir, i just give you this" linagay nya sa table ko yung folder na hawak nya kanina.

"That's all the reports of our business partner, Sir" My secretary said but i just nod, while reading the report she gave

"Thank you for giving this, you may go now" I said without looking to her.

"Okay, Sir" she said and leave the room.

I'm here at my office as usual. After my graduate at college my parents decided that i will manage our business. Later on someone calling at me.

"Hello, this is Mark Zero Shen. Who is this?"I said when i answer the phone without looking the caller

"This is Ryan. Zero, open you TV right now!"  he said.

"Why?" I ask. Bakit naman nya pinapa bukas yung TV?

"Just open it! now!" mukhang inis na inis na kaya sumuko na ako

"Okay!Okay!" sabi ko bilang pagsuko dahil parang galit na sya sa akin.

I go in my private room and open the tv.

"Then?" i ask ng na open ko na yung TV.

"Go at the channel ****" i change the channel that he said.

Shocked is my first emotion when i saw who's acting at the commercial on TV. I saw a woman that I'm finding so long. I saw a woman that i love. I saw the woman i missed.

She's alive!

"S-she s-still fucking a-alive" I said at low tone. I didn't know that a got sit at the floor while staring at the beautiful woman at the TV.

Parang nabunutan ako nang libong libong tinik ng makita kong ligtas sya, at buhay sya

"Sir, are you okay?"Hindi ko na namalayan na pumasok na pala yung secretary ko.

No

"Y-Yeah"I lied said.

"Sir, Why are you crying?" She said, kinapa ko yung mata ko, umiiyak na pala ako.

"Get the f*ck out!"

"O-Okay, Sir" dali daling lumabas yung secretary ko dahil sa takot.

Umalis ako sa office to find the f*cking human being, who can answer my f*cking question! I drove at the place where i will find that person.