The Secret

TS - 2 : Fragments

Elise's POV

March 30, 2014. 1:37 pm

"Babe, ba't parang wala ata sa mood yang kapatid mo?" tanong ni Allie. "Ewan ko ba diyan, pag-uwi namin ng graduation, ganyan na siya." Hello? Tao Here! Pinag-uusapan pa nila ako samantalang andito lang naman ako sa tabi nila. Hmpf.

"Bes? Meron ka? Lika tingnan natin kung may tagos." Baliw talaga to. "Ulol. wala. Kakatapos ko lang. Alam mo naman sechedule ko."

"Yucks! Wag niyo nga yan pag-usapan! May lalake dito o! Pwe!" sorry na lang siya, pinapalibutan siya ng mga babae. "Leche! Pabilhin kita ng napkin diyan eh!" Allie. Iba talaga tong dalawang to. Ang babaw ng pinagaawayan. Regla?

"Putek. Meron ka?!" anito. "Wala!"

"Eh wala naman pala eh! Daig mo pa yung may regla!" ugh. ang ingay nila! Pag kami binato ng kapitbahay silang dalawa babayad sa damages. Liit pa naman ng insurance namin.

Umakyat na lang ako sa taas. Dinig na dinig ko pa yung mga sigaw nila sa baba. Tsss. 'tong dalawa parang nakalaklak ng megaphone! Nakakasira ng eardrums!

pagpasok ko ng kwarto, pinatugtog ko agad yung radyo. Takte! Sa lahat ng pwedeng kanta, ito pa!

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"Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see"

The situation has never changed. i'll keep on faking smiles, making you believe that I'm okay when you have a crush on somebody who isn't me.

"That I want, and I'm needing everything that we should be."

If only we met under a different circumstances, magiging tayo. Yun yung kailangan ko. I want a happy ever after for the both of us. siguro hanggang dito lang kami. Siguro hanggang bestfriends lang talaga.

"I bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about. And she's got everything that I have to live without."

Ano bang meron sakanya na wala ako? Good looks? Popularity? I may not have those qualities, but I can try to become the girl you want. I will give you everything, just please, give me a chance...

"Drew talks to me, I laugh cause its so damn funny. that I can't even see, anything when he's with me."

Ang tanga ko. Ang tanga tanga ko. Falling for you wasn't in my plan, but damn, you're so important to me that I was willing to give up anything for you! I was blinded by my love for you, that I couldn't see what A fool I've become.

"He says he's so inlove, He's finally got it right."

Tears began to well in my eyes. This isn't the first time that he's ever been inlove. Nakikita ko kung gaano niya kamahal kung sino man ang babaeng to. I can tell how much he loves her. But can he tell how much I love him? No. Kasi ang alam niya, hanggang bestfriend lang ang pagtingin ko sakanya.

"I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night.."

Damn! Is he really that blind that he couldn't see how I love him? Is he deaf that he couldn't hear my heart calling out for him?

"Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.."

Bumuhos na luha ko. Kinuha ko yung picture frame sa side table at tumingin sa picture sa loob nito. Napahagulgol na lang ako sa nakita ko. Picture namin ni Apollo na may nakalagay na 'Bestfriends forever'.

Yinakap ko ito at mas lalo na lang humagulgol. To hell with that freaking label! Bestfriend?! One simple two-syllable word, yet it was capable of breaking my heart.