Don't Go Bring Me The Horizon Oli Sykes

Chap. 3: Take The Bullets Away

-Alesana's POV-

I woke up in my hospital bed with Matt beside me. "Matt..." I mumbled, shaking him a little bit. "Yeah?" He asked, opening his eyes. "Do you know when I can leave this place?" I was about to cry again. I don't like being here to be honest.

"I dunno, baby sis. I really don't know." He said, wrapping his arm around me. I sighed and curled up into his side. "I'm sorry for ever coming back into your life..." I whispered. "Why would you be sorry, Alesana? We're all fucking ecstatic that you're with us. We all love you. Alesana, it's a fucking great thing that you are back in my life. I've never cared so much for someone like I do for my little sister. Trust me, you were a great fucking thing to happen to me, and all of us." Matt said. I sighed and wiped my face clean from tears. "I'm nothing but a complete mess..." I told him. "A mess that can be cleaned." A familiar voice said when they walked through the door. I looked and saw Oliver with a small smile on his face.

Matt sighed, "I'll be going.." He said, trying to get up. "No..stay..please..." I pleaded. Matt looked at me then nodded. "Alright.." He said. I smiled softly and Oliver pulled up a chair beside my bed. "How the hell did you two sleep in this bed together?" Oliver asked. "It takes skill." I said quietly causing Matt to chuckle. "Hey, Matt, will you go ask when I can get out of here?" I asked Matt. Matt nodded and slowly got out of the bed so he wouldn't fall. He tends to do that when he goes too fast.

"So..how was tour?" I asked Oliver, trying to break the uncomfortable silence. "It was nice...never gets old when you travel to the same state all the time..."

"Oh the sarcasm that's dripping from your voice." I said. Oliver chuckled and I smiled. I really did miss Oliver, but...what he's done...

"In all honesty it was fun, though. It just would've been even more fun if you were with us." He said. "Touring is to much for me to handle. It wasn't last time because I didn't even think of it. But...not showering all the time is just nasty and like, just all the hecticness of it." I told him. "I understand, love." Oliver replied. Oh good god...please don't start this again..

I looked at him then brought my knees up to chest, resting my head on top, and began to cry again as everything came flooding back. "Oliver! What the hell did you do?!" Matt shouted when he came back into the room. "I didn't do anything! We were just talking then she curled up and began to cry!" He shouted in return. I heard Matt walking over to me then felt him slide in bed and wrap his arms around me. "What's wrong, Alesana?!" Matt asked, trying to calm me down. "T-take the bullets away..." I cried, trying to keep calm also. "Alesana, what do you mean?" I heard Oliver ask. "I'm dying from all the memories..." I whispered. "Take them away..." I cried.

-Oliver's POV-

"T-take the bullets away..." Alesana cried, trying to calm herself down. "Alesana, what do you mean?" I asked. "I'm dying from all the memories..." She whispered. "Take them away..." She cried causing my heart to shatter. "Ala.." I whispered. Ala kept crying and Matt was trying to calm her down. My heart was breaking. Matt looked at me and sighed, then went back to comforting Ala.

"Matt...can I talk to her?" I asked, my voice cracking. Matt looked at me again then back at Ala and me again. "Yeah, I'll leave." He said then unwrapped himself from Ala and exited the room. I walked over to where Matt was and slid into the bed. "Ala, look up at me." I said, lightly lifting her face. "Oliver..I'm so so sorry..." She cried. "I don't really want them gone...they're just so so painful...Oliver...I...I never want you to leave...but sometimes I do...I need you...but you...you hurt me..." My heart sank. "I...I'm so sorry, Ala...I didn't mean to..it was a drunken mistake! I promise!" I told her. "It's okay....I hurt you too...I hurt you more than you can hurt me...I've hurt everyone..to where you only hurt me..." She whispered, leaning into my chest.

"Am I worthless? Am I filthy? Am I nothing but a fucked up person?" She cried. I wrapped my arms around Ala and hugged her tight. "You're everything to us. You're everything to me, Ala. You're not worthless, you're not filthy, and you're not fucked up."

"But you've always said that we're all 50 shades of fucked up.." Ala said. I laughed lightly, "I guess we all kinda are. But, Ala. You're special because in all honesty, I really need you. This may sound cliche as shit, but I truly need you. Alesana, I'm sorry that I cheated, I'm sorry that I got drunk and I wasn't even supposed to touch a drink. But, can we please start over and fix everything?" I asked.

"Let's remake everything..." She said, looking up at me. "No more pain, no more sorrow, no more sadness..." I told her. "I'm sorry for everyth-" I cut her off by planting my lips on hers. Ala pulled away and rest her head and hand on my chest. "I'm sorry.." She said as I felt my shirt began to get wet.

-Alesana's POV-

Take them away.

Oliver kept his arms around me as my brother walked back into the room. "Ala, you've been signed out. We're going home." I unwraveled myself from Oliver as a nurse came into the room to unhook the IV and other things. "Here's some fresh clothes." Matt said as he handed me some new clothes. I thanked him and walked to the bathroom putting on the black skinny jeans and gray Misfits sweater that Matt had brought, then walked back out to be greeted by Matt and Oliver.

"Let's just go home..." I said. "But like..can someone carry me?" I asked. They both sighed and Oliver picked me up, carrying bridal style.