Don't Go Bring Me The Horizon Oli Sykes

Don't Go

-Alesana's POV-

I was about to drift off until my phone vibrated. I picked it up and saw that I had a message from Matt. I smiled and unlocked my phone to reveal something that I never wanted to see.

Big Brother<3: Sis.....-insert pic of what Oliver and girl was doing-

I dropped my phone and tears began to fill my eyes. I looked over at Emma was sound asleep. I really hope some of that alcohol has worn off right now. "Hey Emma..." I said with a cracking voice, shaking her gently. "Mm?" She mumbled. "C...can you wake up really fast?" I asked. She opened her eyes and looked at me. "What's wrong?"

"Has some of your drunken state worn off...." I asked, my voice cracking. "Yeah...I just kinda have this pounding headache..." She said. "Is it alright if you take me home...? I need to check on Jax...." That was a bad excuse Alesana...do better! "Oh yeah, sure! I'll take you home. Are you okay though Alesana? You seem as if you're about to cry.." She responded. "I uh...yeah...I...I'm fine..." I whispered as a tear streamed down my cheek. I quickly covered my face with my hair the way it's supposed to be to hide the tear. It was also kinda dark in here so that helped. "Well, let's go then." Emma got up and grabbed her keys. I stood up alsp and grabbed my phone from the floor before I forgot it.

"Are you sure everything's okay?" She asked when we pulled up to Matt's apartment complex. "Yeah...I'm fine..." I mumbled and got out of her car. "Thanks for last night." I said as I waved goodbye. She waved goodbye also and I walked up the stairs to the apartment.

I pulled out my key and opened the door and went to my room to find Jax sleeping on my bed. A tear slipped my eye and then more. I was sobbing now. Jax lazily woke up and saw me then he fully awoke. I walked over to Jax and engulfed him into a hug. "This is probably the last time I'll see you bud..." I mumbled. Jax whined and I just held him a bit tighter. "I'm going to miss you...Matt will take care of you bud....if Oliver ever comes around...bite him in the nu nas for me..." I whispered, chuckling slightly. "I'm gonna miss you..." I cried. I shook my head and stood up, giving Jax one last kiss on his head, then walked to my desk and grabbed a piece of paper and pencil.

Matt,

Thank you for saving me the first time I ever met you guys. It meant a lot to know that a stranger, who I later found out is my brother, cared about me. I love you a lot, you've helped me a lot...and I couldn't ask for a better brother. Please don't get depressed over me, I'll just be up in the sky chasing rainbows like I've always wanted. I love you.

Oliver,

Oliver...I love you so so much....but...obviously you didn't love me....I don't want you to blame yourself for everything......it's not your fault...it'll be mine....but I'll always love you....

Jordan,

words words words words

Vegan,

words words words words

Lee,

Words words words words

Mum,

Words words words words

Dad,

Words words words words

Emma,

Words words words words

EVERYONE ELSE!

At the end of the note I signed my name and a tear landed on the paper. "I'm finally going to do it. There will be no one to stop me this time..." I whispered. I walked over to my drawers and grabbed the razor blade that's been tucked away, then walked to the bathroom and shut the door.

I rolled up my sleeves and let the razor dance upon my scarred skin. Deeper and deeper with each line.

-Emma's POV-

I was halfway home when I decided to pull over and stop. She wasn't okay. I turned around and began to drive full speed to her apartment. She's not okay. She's going to try something. No no no! I told Matt I'd keep her alive!

As soon as I arrived at her apartment complex I bolted up the stairs not caring about my pounding headache.

"ALESANA!" I shouted when I got into her apartment. I ran to her room and found Jax whining on her bed, trying to get off, but he was to afraid. I then looked at her desk and saw a note. I read it all to the end. What does she mean Oliver doesn't love her? I questioned myself. I kept thinking about it then I said fuck it and went to the bathroom. "Alesana?" I opened the door and she was up against the bathtub with a bleeding arm and her eyes were half closed. "Shit!" I muttered to myself. I picked her up and ran through the apartment trying to get her to my car as quick as possible. As soon as I was about to leave, Alesana's phone started ringing. I checked her pockets really fast and grabbed her phone answering it, running down the apartment complex stairs in a rush.

"Hello?" I said when I answered. "Emma?!?! Where's my little sister?!" Matt asked, worried. "Dying in my arms, I'm taking her to the hospital right now. Hurry up and get home. She's going to need you Matt...."

"I'll be there soon." He said, then hung up. I reached my car and carefully placed Alesana in the back seat then sped off to the hospital.