Chappy 4: Past

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•• The One ••
~•Shane's pov•~

Matapos ko malaman ang lahat ng noon. Di ko na ikina kala na may crush or like parin ako kay Jin. Sheyt naman kasing pusong to. Di parin sumusuko. Masakit pero k lang.

Kung di ko nakita yong babae pero sheyt ulit. Gwapa gaayo. Ganda talaga. Puti! Pero siyempre! Never loss confidents ang motto ko kaya.

Slight lang siyang maganda. Sa ganda kong to. Tsk! La siya. Taglan ko pa siya eh. Sa sexy, ganda at puti kong to. She is nothing!

(Phone)

Calling DO NOT ANSWER
(Si bes yan sadyang ganyan trip ko)

"Oh napatawag ka teh?" si bes malamang siya kausap ko eh. Di naman to grouo call rin eh.

"Dumating nanaman yong babae oh! Nag date sila ni Oppa. Grabe!" iritang sumbong ko kay bes

"Malamang bes! Fiancee nga diba. Shuga talaga nito." sagot naman ni bes.

"Tsk! Bakit ba sila di mag hiwalay eh mas bagay saakin si Oppa tapos yong babae mukhang masyadong clingy!" sumbong ko.

"Ganyan na pag gwapo ang boylit mo teh. Tulad niyo ni Kris dati" sagot ni bes. At agad ko tong pinalong.

Grabe oh dinamay ang ex ko. Kris ang ex ko rati. Sikat rin siya. Isa siya sa dating artist ni Grandpa kaya.

Ayon lumandi. Naging kami. Then break na kami. Paanong hindi eh. Lumipat siya nang entertainment at di lang yon. Ginamit niya akong spy sa lolo ko.

MAG GAGAMIT!

Kainis! 1 whole month nag kulong ako sa bahay. Iyak lang ng iyak. Nong nalaman ko about that. Iyak ako ng iyak.

Maganda sana kung pumunta rito yong bastard na yon at mapatawad ko siya pero wahh malaman laman ko pang may bago na siya. Di pa raw a month kaming break may iba na.

Sakit! Kala niya ah. So nag hanap ako ng bago. I know. Rebound ko. Shit noh? I loved him pero yon nga. We broke dahil don. Nalaman niya and things go on. Nag hanap ng babae 

Yucks! Nakita ko sila sa sasakyan ng ex ko ng gumagawa ng kababalaghan.

Okay, if you think that just like the stories in the books or like in the movies na hindi hinintay nong babae na e realize ang nag yayere o chance na mag explain.

I analize everything kung lasing lang siya at ini isip niya na ako yon tulad ng nasa mga libro pero hindi eh nasa katanuan siya

o natukso lang siya nong kasama niya pero hindi rin eh. Sa pagka alam ko ito yong babaeng gusto niya rati at binasted siya.

Kaya hindi ko na kaya. Umalis na ako sa lugar nayon na luhaan.

I don't know why i am still believing to Love. I am still believing na mahahanap ko si The One. Pak! Bakit pa?! Diba?!

My heart is always broken pero NO. Hinihintay ko parin ang The One ko.

And now i found my self crying.

Crying to the jerks i loved.
Crying for justice. Why am i always broken?

My first boyfriend is Kris.
Second, is Keyl and
Third, is Hino.

Kris was my first and longest boyfriend. We were over a year together. Tagal noh? Kaya di ko narin na isipan ng ganong mutibo si Kris. Kahit ang sakit dahil may love team pa siya kaso di ko parin napansin. Yes, the other girl is Pepper. Artista rin. Grabe may relationship na sila dati na alam ko yon through texts, calls and how they look each other especially nakita ko si Pepper sa condominium ni Kris not only once but often sabi nila they are just practicing there script. Talaga? Tss. And it is not call 'chemistry' nila cause it is 'love' sakit pero dapat aminin.

Keyl was my rebound one. Rebound ko lang kay Kris (ang sama ko noh?) pero i know and the above know too na mahal ko na si Keyl pero things happened nga. Artista rin si Keyl even through lagi siyang binibigyan ng chance para mas maging sikat through love team pero ayaw niya. Kaya ako mas na fall eh. Pero huli na ako. Nong nalaman niya siyempre nag break kami pero he said he gave me a week para sabihin sakanya pero i can't.

Hino was my latest and shortest boyfriend. We were just 4 months pero we broke up. It was our monthsary then bigla nalang siyang mag alok ng kasal. Yes, kasal. Like what the hell. Yes, i love him so much kaya nga naging kami pero asking me to marry him! Masyadong mabilis at di ko pa siya ganon kamahal to the point na pakasalan ko siya. And the worst part he asked me something

(Flashback)

"Shane, will you marry me?.." he stopped for seconds then he continued before hearing my answer

"i love you" he said then my tears are falling then a minutes pero i can't say anything. People around us were  whispering like.

'Bakit ayaw niyang sumagot'
'Ay, parang ayaw niya'

All things are bothering me. The music, people and how the tears falling to his eyes.

"Shane, i want you to marry me if you don't we will broke up and i am going to suicide" he said. Want? Broke up? Suicide? What? Why?

"Hiro, suicide is not an answer to a problem" i told him

"Hiro, mahalin mo ang sarili mo. Do not waste you life" sabi ko.

"Ikaw! Ikaw ang buhay ko! If i can't have you then living here in the world is useless!" sabi nito.

"Hiro naman" sabi ko. Tumayo ito ang hinawakan ang mga braso ko.

"Answer the damn question Shane!! Will! You! Marry! Me!" sigaw nito. Namumula na ang mga mata nito.

"I am sorry but... no" sabi ko.

Pagkasabi ko ng salitang 'no' ay may sumaksak kay Hiro. And it is a doctor at hindi patalim ang sinaksak nito kundi pampatolong. I know may mental disorder si Hiro.

And the doctor explained na pwede itong mag wala if di ito maagapan agad. They are always prepared when it comes to this occasion said by Hiro's mom.

And now nasa amerika na siya upang mag pagaling. For good.

Ang sakit ng nag yare sa buhay ko. Hay! Para bang i don't want to remember any of it pero i know

Past is past but it is always part of the present and future.

•••••• The One•••••••

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~Nehsa

Mark (Mark)
Keyl (Kel, kung Kil/Kill ay matigas ang pagkabasa then Keyl ay malambot Kel)
Hiro (Hi-ro)
Shane (Sheyn or Shey(soft) n)
Sana gets mo(⌒o⌒)

The One (Completed)Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon