I felt like all this was my fault. I was leaning against the wall crying. I did apologize to Richard. I did tell him everything. I still felt bad. I got up and left the house.
I walked to a bridge not knowing I was being followed and jumped off. I couldn't take no more. I had no desire to play anymore and I had no desire to be around people after what had happened.
I woke up to find myself laying in the middle of the floor. With Till, Schneider, Flake, Oliver, and Richard all next to me. "What are you guys doing here?"
"I found you and followed you. After you jumped I brought you here." said Till.
"Why, I deserved it. I have no desire to play anymore."
I got up and left. I didn't realize I was being followed. I walked to into the woods and sat down and cried.
"Paul, you don't deserve.."
I heard a thud. I looked up to see Till fall. I ran to him. He was shot in the chest with a arrow. I knew I didn't have much time. I grabbed his arm and bit him. I then pulled the arrow out. I layed my head on him and wrapped my arms around him. I cried. I know I got blood on me and I didn't care this was my fault.
I got up and hunted for the shooter and I found them. I was stronger then I thought. I got shot in the chest as well. They were skilled. I broke their neck. It was self defense. I went back to Till. I picked him up and carried him back to the house. I knew he was dead.
Everyone else looked at me. As I set him down. Richard took one look at me and saw the arrow still sticking out of my chest.
"Paul, what happened?"
"He came after me. He is dead because of me. He was hit with a arrow just like I was. He was hit first. I killed the person. This is my fault."
I took my phone and broke it. I threw it and it hit the wall. Richard walked over to me and pulled the arrow out. I then ran away. Not wanting to hear or deal with anything more. No one else needed to die or get hurt due to me.