It had been four months and I haven't left my room much. I cried myself to sleep. I did have a nice dream. I had a dream where Paul was playing a song. It was a beautiful song. Then my dream changed and so did the song. I had a dream that Heiko was playing a sad song. Then I saw what I did to Paul and Heiko.
I woke up shaking. I still heard the happy guitar music. I looked and saw someone sitting and leaning against the bed. I saw blue hair. I had a bad feeling about this. I saw Till in the door way. He pointed at me.
I saw the person get up and Till walked out of the room. The person set the guitar down. They grabbed my arm and pulled me. I got into Paul's SUV and we went somewhere. I had no idea where we were going.
We were in silence all the way to were we were going. He did have the radio on. We stopped and I looked at the blue hair. He was wearing a medic uniform. This couldn't be.
We got out and we were in a beautiful park. He lead me to a quiet place. He was face to face with me. I thought to myself Heiko died. This isn't possible. I had stopped talking to people. Even though I was given a new IPhone.
He went and kissed me. Then he hugged me. I noticed a brace on his wrist that had been broken. It would be his strumming hand. Then something happened.
"Richard, I have tried so hard to have you understand I am here and have been here all along. I just want to be me. I want things to go back to the way they were. I love you and don't like seeing you this way. You never hurt anyone."
He took off his shirt. That is when I noticed something. I looked closer and noticed two tattoos and realized they were just like Paul's. I fell to my knees and cried. He got down on his knees and I leaned over and cried on his shoulder as he hugged me. I realized that Heiko was Paul. That he was here all along.
"Paul, I love you."
"Richard, I love you too. I missed you. You finally except I am here."
At that moment Paul got a call to go to work. He put his shirt back on and we were close to the accident. It was a car accident. He told me to stay in the SUV.
