Those Boys (Yandere Simulator male rivals x reader) Still editing

Hey people

So...? I haven't been posting as regularly as I said I would. I'm sorry, I'm the worst author ever. I feel like whatever I do I'm just not good enough. Why do I always feel like I'm never good enough. I'm just not feeling like myself these days. I just feel uh...how do I put it in words? This has been a secret for awhile but since it's been eating me in the inside, lately I've felt depressed. Ya, that sad word. I don't feel determined in what I do nor do I act like myself. To people who are reading this and know me, sorry. I really have been keeping these thoughts and emotions bottled up. I was faking all the excitement and enthusiasm when I call or text. All I do is listen to sad songs and lie in bed all day and not talk to other people and eat. 'What's the point of getting up when your not worth living?' Idk that's all I think about all day. I remember at school we have a survey doing our monthly guidance counseling class, and my friend questioned why I picked that I wanted to kill myself. I remember during Christmas and New Years I starved myself for weeks. That caused me to loose lots of weight. I've also experienced having suicidal thoughts. My parents have been worried lately because of my strange behavior. Some personal things have been happening lately too. I'm not going to discontinue the book because I put lots of hard work into making chapters and I'll finish it. I have a question though, is it weird that at night you dream about killing yourself with different ways? It's just me, ok. I'm a strange person. So ya, I'll take a short break. I'll be back, soon. See ya. Crystal0607 sgl_laur ,I hope you have a good summer. Ok I said what I needed to say. I'm just going to take a short break, then I'll continue to post.

This is one of my favorite quotes.