I'll Never Let You Go (romanogers fanfic)

Chapter 8

Steve's POV

I woke up with Natsha curled up next me. Wow she looked cute. I sighed and thought about what had happened yesterday, I'm gonna have to tell everyone now , I muttered and tried to sleep again. Just as I closed my eyes there was a buzzing, I picked up my phone it was a text. Damn it Stark I thought when I new it was him. The text read out

Tony: You and Bucky have a mission now so get down here!

Steve: Ok I'm coming!

I carefully got out of bed making sure not to wake Nat. I quickly wrote a letter telling her were I'd be and left it on the table next to her. Then I pulled the door closed and walked down stairs.

Natasha's POV

I opened my eyes, yawning. Steve had gone. I noticed a note next to me and read it

Hey Nat, I hope you had sweet dreams! I have to go on a mission with Buck, I'll be back soon!!

I love you Nat!

~Steve

"Aww how cute!" I muttered smiling. I got out of bed and made my way down stairs.

I sat down with everyone, talking and joking. Then I went to my office, I had forgotten Sharon was going to he there. I sat down and started work, humming quietly to myself. "Where is Steve?" Sharon said, I looked up and said "He's on a mission with Bucky!" "Oh....ok" Sharon said trailing of a bit. "Why?" I asked, "Well I just wanted to know were he was....is that illegal?" "No! It's not!" I said raisingy voice a little. "Oh, anyone would think that a girl mad enugh to kill her own father would mabye be a bit....well messed up. Probably mistaking a crime from wanting to know how there friend was!" Sharon said smirking. I felt terrible, how could she bring that up? How did she even know? But Steve wasn't even her friend, I had to think of a good comeback! "Oh I'm sorry" I said, "You are?!" Sharon was shocked! "Yeah....Wait, I thought you could only call someone 'Your friend' if they cared for you!" I said, putting on a fake confused face. Sharon glared, "Ugh get a life Romanoff!" she said, turning and flicking her hair over her shoulder. Wow she thought she was so cool! I smiled knowing that I had won that mornings argument, but there would be many more to come.

Steve's POV

It was a simple mission, bring back hostages. Don't let anything get in your way, once back Tony would deal with the scared people.

I silently crept along the floor, making no noise. I saw the room were the hostages were being held. There were six guards outside the door, I signaled to Bucky telling him to take three, I would get the other three. "Hey you!" Bucky called, the men turned around to face us. They lunged at us, trying to take us down. But there defeat was almost instant. I hit one in the face with my shield, the other two I took down with simple punches. It was the same with Bucky, his metal arm giving him an advantage. We broke the locked door down and hurried the people out. There wasn't that many, 4 to be precise,then I rememberd something. "There are 5 hostages, bring back ALL of them!" Tony had been clear about the amount, so were was the other one? "Is this everyone?" I said as we started walking back out of the building. "Umm...No, there was one more but...he-he was shot." One of the hostages said, lowering his head. "Why was he important?" I asked frowning slightly. "Well you could say that they were just trying to scare us" said the only female hostage. "What was his name?" I said still frowning, "John or Jeremy...something like that" she said sighing.

We got back to Stark tower and Tony took the hostages from there. I parted with Bucky and walked into the office. Sharon was sitting there looking angry, "What happened now?" I said already feeling annoyed. "Steve?" she said,"You're back already?" "Yeah it was a simple mission....but that's not the point, the point is have you Natasha had an argument?" I said impatiently. "Well it was more if a...fine we had a fight. So what! It was about you, I said she wasn't good enugh to be your friend. Then she was like 'You have know idea about mine and Steve's relationship!'. That's when I realized. How could go out with her? She's a liar, a killer and a totally messed up girl!" Sharon exclaimed, I could tell she wasn't finished but I cut in. "You don't know Natasha! You have know right to judge her. Anyway she already beats  herself up about what has happened in the past, she doesn't need you making things wores! And I love her, just like I loved Peggy!" I was shouting now. "So you don't love Peggy anymore?!" Sharon shouted, I sighed in annoyance, "No, I still love Peggy but in a different way!" I shouted, rolling my eyes! Sharon crossed her arms and made a face. "What?!" I said, "It's just that...Natsha is such an...." I cut Sharon off before she could finish. "Look please leave us alone, it'll make things better!" I said, a slight desperation in my voice. I looked at Sharon, trying to read her face. "Fine!" she said sighing, "I'll work on being nice...but Natasha has to work on her manners too" Sharon said, picking up her files. "Ok I'll talk to her" I said walking out the door.

I knocked on Nat's door, there was,no answer. I opened the door, "Hey Nat" I said. She was curled up on her bed asleep. I smiled and stroked her hair from her face. I kissed her lightly on the forehead, "Hey Rogers, still think you can sneak up on me?" Natasha said opening her eyes. "Well it would have worked if you hadn't of woken up!" I said laughing a little,"Oh well I'm sorry!" she said, mocking me. "Apology accepted" I said smirking. I kissed her lips lightly then pulled away looking into her green eyes. She leaned up until our lips met again, this time she kissed me passionately. My hands slipped to her waist pulling her closer and she rubbed her fingers through my hair. I pulled away to catch my breath, "I thought you said 'love is for children'." "Yeah it is" she said back. I pulled away even more and she sat up. "So you don't love me?" I questioned, slightly hurt. "Yes of course I love you!" Natasha said, looking worried, as if she was about to lose the most important thing ever! "It's only that I sometimes wished I didn't so I would never feel the fear of losing you!" Natasha said, standing up and laying her hands and head on my chest. I wrapped my arms around her. "You never have to lose me" I said softly, kissing the top of her head.