nina

chapter 15

(If you want the lyrics to follow the song at 1:38-2:30)
"So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm going to give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm going to give all my secrets away
Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm going to tell you everything"

The song plays on the small blue-grey radio while i mumble the words in head

Phoebe turn the station changing it
A song play no lyrics just electron music

I guess this the type of music she likes

She walks over to my closet and starts to pick out clothes

Phoebe over at Norleen's because apparently, she going to drag me to a party a late surprise party that one of there friend planned with her long ago

"It can be a party for you too"
She smiles eyeing a dress

I shake my head no

"Do you not like parties"

I shrug

I don't mind parties there okay just i don't like a party for me I don't like the attention party bring to you when it was thrown for you

"Found one"

She hands me a strapless blue dress i give her a sideways look and down

"You're right"
She put the dress back and continues to look

What does she mean

"Here we go" Phoebe yells excited
A dress in a purple A-line dress with short sleeves a bow in the front

I smile for her if not she'll keep looking and i am worried if she doesn't find one she'll drag me to my mall and make me try on dresses

She puts the dress on the bed next to me and lefts grading a maroon slim cut long sleeves dress

"Put the dress on"
She says when walks out the door

Like i wasn't going to do that already

I put the dress on and Phoebe comes back with a makeup kit and hair products

I jump slightly she notices but shrugs
She plugs in the curler plugging out the radio and the room is now silent

"I am going to just wavy your hair"
Phoebe says spraying my hair with some product so my hair doesn't burn

"Your hair didn't wavy a little when you cut it"
She says

all i care about my hair is it i can brush it and pull it back a bit

"You're hair just stubborn"

I want to shrug but if i do i am afraid she'll burn me

I can say i am a stubborn form head to toe

When she finished my hair she gets the makeup bag i scoot back looking at Phoebe
As i do the room changes as i am in a closet and i scooting myself into Kacey arms and phoebe closing the closet door

Shaking my head
"Hey stop you're going to ruin your hair"
Phoebe yells at me

I try to bow as a sorry but she stops be and holds me still fixing my hair

"Its fine you seem out if it is you okay"

I put my thumb up

Considering i just had a dream or something about you shoving Kacey and i into a closet what was Phoebe trying to make us do the stupid 7 minutes in heaven