Gerard Way Thinks Your Weird

Little Lamb

        Sitting on my bed I looked over at Alex , who looked so tired.  It was crazy seeing her like this - she usually was up like 20 hours a day with constant chatter from her mouth.

        "The boy you were walking with today is a cute" She grinned , fading to her old self for a while .

        "Yeah , but he doesn't like me . "I looked down at my bracelets , trying to hide my upset face. 

        Alex has this way of her , I blame it on being a Sagittarius. The way is - she always knows how you feel. She ends up feeling how you feel until she can help . So I guess trying to hide my feelings from her was dumber than Brick Tambland ( Anchorman reference) . " Kiddo . Why ya sadding around ?" she came and wrapped her arms around me .

      "You'll be in the hospital as of tonight , for alteast a week . And I really like Jaime , he just doesn't feel the same. "

      "First hermana I'll be fine , turkeys don't die unless its thanksgiving . That's not for two months or so" She pauses to give me a loud smile and hug . "And I am sorry but I have to do this . " Alex gets up and skips down the hallway ; curls going everywhere looking like a baby .

       "What are you ...?" I question from the top of the stairs .

       "PHOENIX LIKES AA BOOOOOOOOYYYYY , SHE LIKES A BOOOYYYYYY . "She shouts , turning to see me grimace at her . "Phoenix and Jaime sitting in a tree . K-I-S-S-"

       "Who's Jaime ?" My dad says looking back at her , seeing me standing on the second to last step .

        "He's noone "I grin , trying to turn and run up the stairs .

       Instead , I'm grabbed from the by Alex and she's laughing out of her crazy mind . "We should call him !!" She has her mouth open to represent her 'this would be really fun' face.

      "Let's not ." I try getting out of her hold .

      "Fine then , I'll look it up in their schools directory" She sticks her tounge out , running to the office .

      "Then I'll call your crush and embarrass you one hundred times more !" I screamed , now running after this crazy little bitch .

      "I've already done that " laughs came from her mouth as she burst in the door . "Whats his last name ?" She made bubbly eyes .

     "I don't know-" I was cut off by her mom screaming for her .

     "LEXA WE GOTTA GO " She called down the hallway , looking around for us .         .    "Hold on mom!" She scrolled through the names till she got to Jaime . "Hehehehheheeeheh , he's getting called tonight !" She pulled me in for a hug as she pulled one of her many backpacks onto her back . "Visit me later , Jaime lover". 

         Before I could say anything she was out the door , and tears fell down my face.  Why was she so happy if she knew she was deathly ill ? She was such a cheery person but behind that aura was a sad kid who wrote in journals trying to sentence her death .

         "I'm going for a walk , dad !" I called out as I walked  out the door. 

         "Be careful crossing roads!" he joked to me . Ha ha , fucking ha .

         I was trying to find a park , just so I could sit on a swing and cry ; without the possible feeling of someone coming to bug me . Suddenly , I ran into a wall . But it wasn't a wall , it was some kid .

        "Oh hey now"He said backed up "I'm sorry " his crooked smile made my heart flutter . Two guys ? Alex would have a festival of screams .