Gerard Way Thinks Your Weird

Holding Onto You

      "I tried.." I whispered , sitting on the floor .

     " Try harder ." Jaime whispered in my ear , grabbing me off the floor .

     It's like he wasn't understanding that I hurt his feelings . He didn't care that I was basically in a relationship with someone he hates .

     "I ..." I tried breaking from his arms . "I love you Jaime . "

     "There's a but , isn't there ?" he frowned at the air .

     "I can't love you and be with him , we both know that's wrong . "

    "Don't be with him ." Jaime let go of me , picking up my chin so we were eye to eye "he's bad news" .

    "How ?"

    "He just is dear . "

    And with that , he left me in my front yard ; getting ready to cry . Were we broken up now ? I mean , I deserved it after being literally the world's worst girlfriend .

    Walking inside , you could hear Alex screaming at Andy . Not angrily but like in torture .

    "STOP TICKLING ME ANDY"

    "SAYYYY IT"

     "HAHAHAHAEEE" what had this conversation become ? Them being happy as a stupid couple made me jealous . She talked to him more than me , because everytime I was around she was sleeping .

    "Oh hey there sexy" Alex came and hid behind me . "Explain to Andy that i will.love Patrick Stump more than everyone until I die please ."

    "She loves him more than she loves everything . Except Oreos . She loves nothing more than Oreos ." I looked down at the ground , trying to make a conversation out of my shoes .

     "What's wrong with my sisteeerr ?" She hugged me from behind , talk about awkward .

     "She's tired ." I whispered , pulling away .

     "Aaaand I'm leaving for no reason whatsoever " Andy brushed past us , kissing Alex on the cheek "call me dear" .

   Looking over , Alex had a red face ; and she looked tired.  It was like being herself and being on all the medicine wore her out quickly .

     "I don't know who told that asshole I'm ticklish , but they will die. UGH" She flopped down next to me , hugging me . " Boys?"

     "I told Jaime about CC" I grimaced at the though of CC now , wondering why he was bad news .

     "That whole weirdo or a sirener thing is hella stupid" she backed away , looking me in the eyes.  " What'd Jaime say?"

      "That CC is bad news and how I should love Jaime ."

      "You should love who you want ." She pulled Oreos out from the side table . "Want one ?"

       "Close your mouth dude ."

       "You should toats hit on that kid Jeremy.  He dyed his hair like Hayley Williams" .

      "You know I rarely like boys" .

     "he's sweet.  "

      I gave her a glare , which made her stop trying to shove random boys my way .

      "I'm gonna shower"

       "nOOO" she said , knocking me to the ground.  "don't do it . I love you".

       "But I will smell bad"

       "Hurry back dearest" .

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        For some reason , my shower was cold . As if I hadn't had a bad enough day , that rather added to it . My shower took three times as long , but I no longer smelled of sweat , Jaime , and tears .

       The first thing I saw when I got out of the shower was Alex cutting the ends off her hair . I guess she could feel me staring because she looked up at me and smiled .

      "THE ENDS WERE DEAD" she screamed , loud enough to wake up Kim Kardashian in Beverly hills . Instead of yelling back , I stared at her some more .

       She went back to her hair , instead of questioning my shower (so I'm figuring maybe she's the one who used all the hot water . And why did we run out of hot water ?) . If there was one thing everyone knew about Alex , it was that she didn't push people to tell their feelings unless through text .

       So I decided to lay in bed , thinking . How could CC be bad news ? It wasn't like he blatantly did drugs (or even smelled of them) and I honestly wouldn't mind if he did . He was really sweet and always gave me attention . Since we've moved here , that's what I've longed .

      Attention .

(A.N// I'M V SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN LIKE NINE YEARS I HAVE NO EXCUSES I'M VW