Gerard Way Thinks Your Weird

Poem .

>>>PHOENIXS POV<<<

     At lunch I sat with Jaime and the boys , Jaime with his arm around me . Was I gonna tell Alex he asked me to the dance ? I didn't honestly wanna go . I wanted to listen to Flyleaf and hear Alex rant over everything . Even being in the hospital this past week she seemed so happy , and so hyper . That was her though .

      I knew today she would be coming home , but I just kept thinking about what could've possibly made her so happy . Even when she was at odds with her blades , she was smiling. She always sat to talk me into things , and help me out. I literally had no clue how she could just see such good things when she had such a SHITTY life .

       I frowned at my backpack , Jaime noticing . "You alright babe ?" he looked at me and smiled .

      No , my inner conscious said . "Yeah I'm just tired ."

      "If you need to talk we're all here , alright ?" Kellin smiled at me .

     "Yeah , um . Hey I'm gonna go to the library , I'll see you guys later . " I started standing up when Jaime pulled me down to kiss me .

     "Bye" he grinned .

      I didn't say anything back , instead I walked away . Christian had been trying to be my friend and I had just been pushing him away . I knew he'd hate me if he thought I was part of some gang . Or alteast friends with his rivals .

     Once again , I ended up bumping into someone .

   "Uuuuuuuhhh" he made this really throaty noise .

   "Sorry .." my voice started to trail off , so I tried offering him a hand .

   "It's alright" he said standing up. "Just trying to get away from the fools we go to school with , huh ? " I remembered seeing this kid outside , he had orange hair . It was not a blackish-green color . It really fit him .

    "Yeah ... They're all so crazy. " I grabbed my backpack off the floor , and starting walking . He didn't even bother saying goodbye , he just left .

     Once I got to the library there he was again ; yet instead he was looking for a book .

     "Hey its you!" I tried saying enthusiastically . He didn't respond . As I walked closer , I could hear classical music filling his headphones ; blaring out the sides for the rest of us to hear .

     Instead of bugging him I retreated to the bench in the back of the library.  pulling out my cell phone .

      28 unread text messages from : Night Turkey .

      I smiled at the picture of her , and thought about texting her back . Being me I decided not to , because when Alex gets mad its pretty funny . Scrolling through my contacts I eventually found who I wanted to talk to ; Joanne.  Joanne was my last girlfriend in Texas , and we had done things . Yes , I was like 98% lesbian. That's exactly why I was going to call her . These boys , Jaime and Christian , they were confusing .

         After three rings she picked up . "Hey Phoenix ! " her high pitched voice made me cringe , but smile at the same time.

       "I need help ." I deadpanned .

       "Spit it out girlie , if you know what I mean" you could practically hear her winking over the phone .

       "The help is not cum , asswipe . " I exhaled loud enough to get looked at from a kid.