Most of us want that 'real love', but at the other side there are the others who have been dissapointed so many times they lost hope. What if our 'true love' and 'right one' actually come...but we don't recognize it?
"Did you cry?", Joshua asked, i couldn't answer. He then wanted to say something more but teacher interrupted him *thanks God, i'm saved*. Soon bell decided end of our class, as soon as teacher went out of the classroom all of girls grouped up around Joshua and Jeonghan, well that's expected right? I took my chance and ran to the rooftop and sat in little corner. *It's best like this* I opened my lunch box and sighed. ~ This is going to be a long year ~ i said to myself but then i heard "Yeah i think so too", i jumped out off my spot that scared me. It was Joshua he was hardly breathing. ~ Were you running? ~ i asked and smiled he was kind of funny his hair was messy, ~ Have girls done something with your hair? ~ i chuckled. He touched his hair with comfused look on his face.
"Well it wasn't easy to escape from them, but then i remembered when you said that it is comfortable on rooftop so i had nowhere else to go." He said and smiled. ~ Oh, yeah it is... Come, sit you don't have to stand there. ~ He sat beside me and i made his hair good again. ~ That's better ~ he high - fived me. "Thanks", there was a moment of silence, "Why were you crying? Because of Jeonghan?" He said while looking at floor.
~ Ohh... That, it wasn't because of Jeonghan, just some other matters with my family which i remembered at the moment, so yeah...", *for god's sake why am i such a good liar...*
"I see, well are you at least feeling better now?"
~Oh yeah, a lot. ~ I looked at him but it seems he forgot his lunch. ~Do you want some? Feel free to take what you like. ~ i pointed at my big luch box since i had a lot of food everyday. "Thanks... a lot."
~No problem. ~ While eating we talked and laughed a lot, then he made funny faces. I couldn't stop laughing, and he was laughing with me. But then he suddenly stood up looked at me and with his hand out softly said, "Friends?"
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~ Yeah, sure Joshua ~ i took his hand and stood up.
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He just smiled. ~ We should go in, class will start soon, by the way you escaped, what happened with Jeonghan?~ "Ahh, him i don't really know but i'm sure he's fine" ~ Well with his I'm-cold-don't-touch-me attitude,(thanks sunshine😉) I'm sure he's fine. ~ i said and rolled my eyes. Joshua couldn't stop laughing when he heard that. ~ Yah let's go, we'll be late! ~ i took my lunch box and then remembered... If those girls saw us together it would be a big problem especially for me... i don't want to be killed somewhere. ~Umm, Joshua i think you should go first... ~ "Huh, why?" ~Well...girls...umm, honestly i really don't want to die yet😂~ "Ohhh that hahaha, yeah i think you're right. Well then see you in class" ~ Yeah, sure ~ with that he went back. I sit back down and sighed. *This feels so unnatural... well boys have always been helping me, but through their songs they were not with me in school... God what's happening, this isn't real right. Am i dreaming? Am i ging to wake up and all of this will disappear? I feel that there will be a lot of changes in my life from now on...* I thought untill the bell interrupted me. I ran back to class. Since teacher didn't come yet everyone was still all around the place. Jeonghan was taking selfies with girls, and Nancy was cleaning teacher's desk. I looked around for Joshua. He was peacefully sleeping on his desk *aww how cute* i thought. I came into the classroom and was standing behind my desk packing my luch box back when i accidentally bumped into someone while walking backwards... ~ I'm so sorry ~ i told "You should really look where are you going..." he said quite annoyed. I looked up to see Jeonghan. My heart skipped a beat. Why does seeing him hurt so much... and why is so rude to me always i felt my eyes are teary so i quickly said, ~ Ye- yes i'm so- sorry ~ and i sat down. I waited for teacher to come and asked him to go to the toilet. I walked out of classroom as fast as i could. I went to the balcony right across our classroom and sighed deeply. ~ Why are you not listening to me my little heart, why do you beat around him so desperately, AND WHY FOR GOD'S SAKE IS HE SO CRUEL... then i heared someone opened the door... ____________________________
