Where Dream Begin | JEONGHAN |

LAST GOODBYE

JOSHUA POV.

- Now everything is messed up. I didn't see Jenna in school next day. Felix was absent too. I went to Lucas.

"Hey there"

- Oh Hi Josh, what's up?
"Do you know where Jenna and Felix are, i want to talk to her about something."

- Ehh sorry bro, i'd like to help but no idea... I guess they are just skipping.

He simply said and waved as he went somewhere through the door. Something is off, no matter what he said i don't think it's simply skipping. I try calling her but no response. I try calling Felix, he answers, he said he js akipping school but as i'm about to ask if he know something about Jenna, he hang up. The bell rang and i had to return to the seat. Jeonghan was just spacing out, he's been trying hard not to think of her... When the class ended profesor called Lucas out, he returned with some papers and approached me.

- Hey can you please drop these off to Jenna i'm kinda busy. Also... don't tell Jeonghan, Jenna will explain everything.
Is what he said and just tapped me on the shoulder...

END OF JOSHUA POV.

----- * time skip * -----
(After school)

As he walked Joshua couldn't stop thinking about Lucas' words, and after a while he was in front of Jenna's doors. But before he knocks he looks at the papers he is holding.

*documents for student transfering program*

After this everything was clear to him, but he still wanted to hear what Jenna had to say.

JENNA'S POV.

~Aahhh i'm really tired of everything, i hopes England will be fun... although i feel bad i just can't tell Joshua, he is dear to me.. but just as Jeonghan said after they continue careers it's all going to stop. Like i never exsited.. Okay that's too dramatic even for me... ~
Thoughts were hard to control so i sat and drew, after a while i jeard knocking... ~That must be Lucas with rest of the papers ~ I opened the door, but the eyes that greeted me weren't Lucas' and they didn't hold a pleased expression.

~ J.. Joshua what are y-

"Can you explain?!", he half yelled... i could see the anger on his face..

~ I'll try, but first come in. ~ He greets my parents as we go to my room. He sits on my bed waiting for me to start talking... two suitcases that were laying around caught his attention...

"So?"

~ Josh... i'm going to England for a year, i'll be studying fashion ~ his eyes widen ~ Don't worry i'll delete your numbers amd i won't bother you, you can continue with group activities freely ~ after he hears that, he almost jumps of the bed adn stand before me.

"DELETE OUR NUMBERS? STUDY FASHION? ENGLAND? GROUP ACTIVITIES... WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO YOU?!" I could understand why he is yelling i couldn't even look him in the eye.

"Did i ever ask you to delete my number? I was the one who gave it to you in the first place... Jenna if fashion makes you happy and you feel like you have to go to England i won't stop you.. But... Why did you exclude me? I see that Felix and Lucas both know, i understand why you wouldn't tell Jeonghan but what did i do... Aren't we friends Jen... i thought we were best friends..." his face changes with his voice and i can't stand the feeling of pain and disappointment i've caused him..

~ Josh... ~ i say quietly as i hug him, ~ You are an idol... Jeonghan said so himself when you guys return back on the stage i won't be able to interact with any of you anymore ... i know i should've told you... but parting with you is the hardest task for me. ~ I squeezed his hoodie a bit... he then hugs me back, i am surprised but he says nothing just hugs me... I pull back and look at him in the eyes, the anger that was so vivid just a second ago was nowhere to be found... his gaze was so gentle.. as if he was telling me that it'll all be fine.

"Jen, it doesn't matter if i'm an idol, i'm a human. I need friends as well, you are my dear friend, i don't want you to forget me just because i'm going to be under the spotlight again, let's still be in touch, always... okay?" He says and stroke my hair, i smile and take a paper out of my drawer,

~ Here my friend i wanted to give you this but i never seemed to find the time... I'm sorry again Joshua, you really are my best friend. ~ I gave him a drawing of him that i made recently and invited him to stay at the dinner, we had fun and he joked around just as he used to. After a while he heads back to the dorm

~ Hey Joshua, please don't tell Jeonghan, i need time for myself... i may not be able to stop liking him,but before i face him again i want to grow as a person... ~ he just smile and nods his head,

"No worries Jen, your secret is safe with me. Have a safe flight, let this be our goodbye till we see each other again"

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It's been almost a year guys i can't believe some of you still keep this story alive. Thank you so much i'll be fimishing the story in next few chapters as planned.
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