Four days passed since our school trip... so it means just three more and boys will go back to their idol companies again. Last night Joshua and other members held a party, everyone of our friends were there, Felix and Lucas too... I managed to save my friendship with Lucas, and currently i was so happy. Today we have one baskteball game in school. I'm so excited for it. You ask why? Because that's how all of this actually happened. I was preparing a small lunch box for Jeonghan and Felix was right next to me.
~ Yah, Felixx stop distracting me hahhaha. ~ i couldn't stop laughing beacuse of him and his funny voice, he was repeating "sausage, sausage"
- "Okay okay, but Jenna you know what?", he said playfully poking my shoulder
~ What Fe, what now? ~
- "You should really put a sausage in that lunch" he started laughing uncontrolablly.
After a few more jokes we finally finished the lunch. I was happy.
- "Jenna?" he asked with serious tone, i turned to him curious of what he has to say next.
- "I would really like you and Jeonghan to be togheter after all this time. "
~ Wh- wha- what are you tlaking about?~ i felt my face was burning...
~ Although... i want that t... i really like him~ He just smiled at that.
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*LUNCH TIME*
Jeonghan and i decided to eat at rooftop. Usually Joshua and i eat there but Suddenly Jeonghan asked me and Joshua, like the friend he is, just smirked and went with Lucas and Felix. I was so happy, we were just sitting and chating.
"This is really good, thanks Jenna." That is strange he used to call me Jen these days... why all of a sudden...~ Is everything okay Jeonghan? ~
"Actually i wanted to talk to you about us. "Did he just said... 'us'... oh no.. i'm so nervous.
"You should forget about me." He said looking at ground. My heart stopped, than it started racing faster than ever before... my head was hard filled with so many questions but...
~ Explain... EXPLAIN JEONGHAN... AFTER EVERYTHING I DID I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT YOU WHAT IS WRONG NOW! I'M TIRED OF YOUR MOOD SWINGS... ~
"Jenna forgive me... but i am an idol... and when i go back to compannie you will again be nothing more than fan. That's why we should stop here." Only a fan... i thought he'll at least say friends... i stood up and silently walked past him, down the stairs to the classroom.
JEONGHAN POV.
"Jenna forgive me... but i am an idol... and when i go back to compannie you will again be nothing more than fan. That's why we should stop here." I couldn't bring myself to look at her... she was silent, i wonder what'll she say... but... she didn't say anything... she just walked past me.
"Jenna... i really like you..." i whispered as i looked at the sky... i felt a tear down my cheek...
END OF JEONGHAN POV.
JOSHUA POV.
Felix, Lucas and me were eating when we saw Jenna coming in classroom.
"Boys let's go for the details!"
Felix & Lucas: YEEE!!We came to her, she was looking down.
"Soo the details how did it all go, c'mon spil it." I said half laughing
Felix & Lucas: DETAILS! DETAILS! DETAILS!
They were so funny, like they were cheering on some sort of competition.She was silent all along,
"Jen, everything allright?" I asked her. She should be jumping and laughing from happines... but what is this... after a few moments she cough and lifted her head up. She was smiling... but crying at the same time.~ Thanks for everything Josh... guys, thanks for trying but let's not talk about it. ~ She was silent up untill now, but now she's only crying more.... Lucas and Felix looked at me and dragged me outside the classroom.
"Joshua damn it you are his best friend! How did you not know what he's going to do?!!" Lucas yelled."I HAD ENOUGH WHERE IS THAT IDIOT??" You could see rage in their eyes and i... i was feeling awful because in the end i still couldn't do anything.
"He... He is at the rooft- " i didn't even finish the sentence and i heard steps, they were already running. I went after them immediately. We were at the rooftop, with no breath from running, Felix and Lucas looked at each other and started searching.Jeonghan was sitting at the corner that only Jenna, him and me knew for, it was well hidden so we had our privacy... should i tell them... on that thought Jenna's crying face appeared in my head.
"Lucas, Felix", they turned aroud "behind that wall" i pointed at one of the side walls of the school. They went there me as well. When he heard us Jeonghan stood up.
"Look, guys i'm so-"....
....,He didn't even finish his sentence but he was already at the floor with his nose bleeding. Felix was hardly breathing after what he did.
"DON'T EVER, I REPEAT DON'T EVER BE NEAR HER AGAIN! DO YOU HEAR ME?!"
He was so loud and his deep voice was so strong i think the whole school heard it."YOU DIDN'T ANSWER DO YOU HEAR ME??!!!" Jeonghan only nodded, after that other two boys left.
It was just me and him now... i was looking at him he didn't even bother with his nose bleeding, he was looking at the sky. I was just standing there.
"Do you... remember the day of the fansign...?" He asked
"What about that?" I asked half quiet.
"She... was wearing cute blue/black combination... her hair smelled like roses", he said. I looked at him shocked, he was smiling... and crying."Guess this is what i deserve" he said and stood up, he just walked past me... i couldn't stand it anymore.
"WHAT A STUPID COUPLE YOU ARE! BOTH OF YOU I CAN'T STAND WATCHING HER CRY AND I CAN'T STAND DOING NOTHING FOR YOU! JEONGHAN YOU STUPID IDIOT IT'S OKAY FOR YOU TO LOVE AGAIN!" I said and slowly went back to classroom.
END OF JOSHUA POV.
JEONGHAN POV.
What he said there... it's probaly what made me run like crazy to see her, to apologize and try again, but when i went to the classroom she wasn't there, not even her bag. And Lucas and Felix were nowhere to be found too.
END OF JEONGHAN POV .
As we were walking, i looked at Felix and then at Lucas...
~ Thanks guys i couldn't be there anymore. ~"Don't you worry about it", Felix said.. his voice was so deep... honestly so calming. Lucas pated me on head.
"There there little girl, you still have Josh, Fe and me." He said so soft.
"But is it true you decided to go?" He asked kinda sad"~ I'm sorry Lucas, but yes... i finally decided. ~ i turned to Felix, and he smiled to me.
~ Everything will be fine, Felix will be there with me. ~"Yeah, if you say so." Lucas said.
~ Felix when are we going? ~
"Next week..."Next week
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