Most of us want that 'real love', but at the other side there are the others who have been dissapointed so many times they lost hope. What if our 'true love' and 'right one' actually come...but we don't recognize it?
Everything started long ago... I was first year in this school everything was new, but the most frigthening is new people. I came into the classroom. Everyone looked at me all faces were unfamiliar... but i wanted to make new friends so i just smiled and sit down on my place.
???: Hey, are you in our class too? some girl came to me she has long black wavy hair and blue eyes, she was kind of scary.
~ Ohh, yeah let's get along. Um what's your name?~ i said and smiled, but she kept her cold face.
Lany: I'm Lany, and whatever i just wanted to warn you not to come in my way... EVER! - okay that was strange... i didn't do anything. I wanted to make new friends but i wasn't able to... Everyone was already grouped and was strange. But one day on P.E. i slipped and fell. I hurt my leg and my knee was bleeding, that's when one girl with golden hair came to me.
???: Hey are you okay? Oh my god you are bleeding come on i'll help you. - she helped me stand up and we went to the infirmary.
???: Here sit here i'll get the bandage and water to clean your wound. - she was so nice she had beautiful smile and her golden hair looked even prettier in the sun. But i felt so hurt, this is the first time someone was nice to me since i came here... i was always an outcast. Tears started falling down my cheeks.
???: Oh my, what's wrong does it hurt that much. Wait i'll get a teacher. - She stood up but i stopped her.
~ It doesn't hurt as mu- much as be- be- being an outcast ~ I couldn't speak tears were falling faster and faster. ~ Since i came here no one was nice to me, you- you're the fi- first one.~ She sat down beside me.
???:I'm so sorry i haven't noticed before... But you really doesn't look like a bad peson. My name is Nancy i would like you to be my friend. - i looked at her and she was just smiling. I stopped crying and thanked her.
~ Hey Nancy thank you for everything ~ i said and smiled a little she hugged me and then went out. Twoo months later ~ Nancy, heyy come on we'll be late! Meeting is in five minutes ~ i said while waking Nancy up.
"Oh come on give me five more minutes",
~ Yaahh! we'll be late! ~ she jumped off her place. last week teacher choosed me to be class president and Nancy is vice resident we are also presidents of council so we can't be late.
"Let's begin our meeting students. So as you know end of our first semester is in two weeks and in next semester we'll have a new student, i expect from you to welcome him okay?", teacher said and gave us his student profile. It's a boy and really handsome one... but i just got scared that he'll just avoid me or bully like everyone else. We all agreed and went back to our classroom. But no one really cared if i'm there or not so i just went to rooftop. Rest of class have P.E. and i decided to stay in this time. I saw a car coming in our school direction and parking in front of main gate. Driver went out and opened last door and the boy came out... That's the one from the picture on that profile. He really is pretty but seriously driver to open the door probably rich boy... He is new transfere student i recognized him but then he looked up my way he saw me but he didn't make any strange face like others what's more he smiled and waved i was surprised but i waved back. I went to the main door so i can show him way to do director's office. He came in and he was so tall
~ Hi, welcome to our school ~
"Thank you I'm Lucas and what's your name?"
~ I'm Jenna student council president and resident in our class ~
"Oh you have a high place you must be loved by students", but at that i lost my smile...
~ Yeaahh, that's not the case.. but let's leave that talk for another time we have to see diector now.~
I started walking and he followed me, this is what he looked like
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He took quite some time with director but thanks god class just started. He went out from office and said that that was the most boring experience in his life, i laughed a bit but then he looked at me.
"Hey Jenna tell... What you meant by *that's not the case* ", He got me by surprise i thought that he forgot about that.
~ Ohh you want to know about that, well come with me if you have time i'll tell you ~ he nodded. We went to the rooftop and he sat beside me.
~ I know that we don't know each other at all but you didn't act like others... Well all started when i came here as transfere too but one girl named Lany told me to stay away from her and suddenly all other kids from class started avoiding and bullying me there are just Nancy and Joel that i'm friends with... I don't know why but they hate me...~ he was listening me really carefully and at the end of my monologue he just looked at me and hugged me, i wanted to pull away but he just tightened his grip. I feel warm and calm but i don't know him yet i can't let him just hug me like that. but when he let go he just said
"From now on think of me as your best friend and protector", i looked at him i felt my cheeks burning and tears forming in my eyes.
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Weeks past since then and Lucas is really my best friend i really enjoy talking with him. But as soon as he came in classroom girl's went crazy about him, but he barely even paid attention at them. He was friend with all other guys but from girls he just paid attention at me... and because of that others started bullying him too. Girl's even joked about his sexuality... AND FOR GOD'S SAKE I FEEL SO HURT! I am sad because they are doing that to him, and he is my best friend but i couldn't do anything... Not long after that Lucas was absent from school once, then twice and whole week passed... i was on the break when i heared some girls talking.
"Yeaahh that freak who was friend with her i think Lucas, he transfered to another school" And that's when it hit me, that's when i knew i cared for Lucas and how much i need him and how precious he is for me... my eyes strted filling up with tears and i ran to the rooftop, i went to my usuall place but there was something different a little envelope was there.
- I'm so sorry for leaving you alone there... whatever happens and whatever the reason for my transfering is it's not your fault. I know that you'd blame yourself but it's not your fault, you are my precious friend who loved me not for my money or position but for who i really am, i'll never forget you, be careful and stay well Jenna.
- Lucas"
Afrer that i just couldn't stop my tears and i decided not to talk to anyone new anymore... Back to story.
I woke up in tears... *why of all things dream about that* i thought *oh Lucas what are you doing now... where are you?* I got up from bed and took a little envelope that already get a yellowish color and read the letter again and again i cried while reading it... *i will not forget you either Lucas... never.* and then i put envelope near my head and went back to sleep.
____________________________ A little longer chapter but i hope you enjoyed. Tell me your thoughts on this in comments, do you want Jeonghan's back story too???
See you next time soon. Thanks for reading ❤ ____________________________
