Most of us want that 'real love', but at the other side there are the others who have been dissapointed so many times they lost hope. What if our 'true love' and 'right one' actually come...but we don't recognize it?
I waited for teacher to come and asked him to go to the toilet. I walked out of classroom as fast as i could. I went to the balcony right across our classroom and sighed deeply. ~ Why are you not listening to me my little heart, why do you beat around him so desperately, AND WHY FOR GOD'S SAKE IS HE SO CRUEL... then i heared someone opened the door... i tried to hide i thought it was teacher, but he came to the balcony. It was Joshua. "Again alone?" He asked and i just sighed.
JOSHUA POV.
I was chilling my head on my desk when i heared someone moved chair, i knew that that was probably Jenna i raised my head but at that moment she accidentally bumped into Jeonghan. She apologized right away but he was cold... she must be really hurt. I mean Jeonghan is very nice guy practicaly an angel but i don't know what's wrong with him. He is very caring and calm although he can be really noisy around our squad (SVT ofc). I'll go check up on her.
END OF JOSHUA POV.
~ Hey Joshua, can I ask you something? ~ i asked him looking at the distance. "Of course Jenna, what is it?" ~ Well I'm not very good with other kids and all and sudenlly my favourite group dissband and some of my favourite members come to my school and one of them take so much care about me? I mean that must be a dream right? ~ "Well first of all i don't know why actually we came here it was Jeonghan's idea to come to this school, as well as dissbanding. He asked how would be to try new things and everyone agreed", when he said it was Jeonghan's idea i couldn't believe... but he is so cold to me... but at the other side Joshua seems like a real friend. "And i thought we could be friends, if you agree of course." ~ Yeah i want to be friends with you too... But Joshua, why Jeonghan hates me so much, is it because of that question from fansign? ~
"Honestly i have no idea, but he really is nice guy an-"
~ Oh i know that he is not just pretty and nice he is good with other people and all, i think of him like of real angel but he seems to hate me so much for some reason ~ "I don't think he hates you maybe he just has a bad time or some poblem. " ~ If you say so. ~ i said and we went back to classroom. The rest of the day was interesting but i was really tired, so i got home as soon as possible.
"Sweetie, when will you eat?" My mom asked from the kitchen. ~ I'm not that hungry mom, you guys just eat without me ~, i shouted from the bathroom. ____________________________
A week has already passed since Joshua and Jeonghan transfered and Joshua and I are very close now. But it seems like i will never be friend with Jeonghan. He is good to everyone but he is constantly building a wall in front of me. Then my phone vibrated, i got a message from Joshua.
- Hey Jenna, we are coming to that new caffee 'ANGEL', wanna come with us?
- Who is going to go with us?
- Jeonghan and Seungcheol probably, oh you can call Nathaly too.
-Umm, I'll think about it thanks ^_^
-No problem, hope to see you there ;)
Ahh, what to do now... I'll ask Nathaly if she want to come.
《Hi Nat, i wanted to ask you if you would go with me to that new caffee 'Angel', Joshua just called me, Jeonghan and Seungcheol are coming too but I'm not sure if I should go》
*Girl you must go, and of course I'll go with you but.... Jeonghan? Are you sure you'll be okay. I mean you have a crush on him for so long and he did nothing but hurting you all the time?*
《Well if you come I will sure be fine, thanks Nat. And.... nah just nevermind. Then see you tomorrow》
*Yeahh, bye Jen.*
In the end we decided to go, and met up in front of our school. Caffee is like 15 minutes walking from there. I don't know Seungcheol very good but for what i saw he is nice guy.
"So gang is here", Joshua said and made a gun sign with his hand. I chuckled. ~ Yah Josh, stop kidding and let's go we don't have a whole night ~ i said while laughing. "Yeah your right let's go!" He smiled. We were in front of caffee. It was breathtaking. Especially the name of caffee that had golden colour while everything else was white.
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We entered slowly and i was even more shocked than earlier. The inside of caffee was just beautiful, and in the middle there was a little stage, probably for bands. Around the stage there were three rows with golden seats, and around the rows were tables and everything. The light in that caffee was amazing it was blue and purple with a little bit of yellow. We sat at our place but then Jeonghan suddenlly stood up. He didn't even say a word. I was looking at him but he didn't look away... For the first time he didn't look away when i looked at him. Then he went outside. Band was already playing and we were enjoying so much. Seungcheol was chating with Nat, and Joshua and I were singing, but then my phone rang... Crap it is my father. ~ Josh i have to go for a bit I'll be right back. ~ He nodded and i answered.
"Jenna, when will you come home?"
- Umm, i don't know maybe in two hours or something like that-
I told him while walking outside, behind the building. He said something but i didn't hear because i found Jeonghan... standing with a girl he was serious, and she was smiling.
*So...umm... Jeonghan oppa, i liked you since i first saw you in our school and i heared that you're not dating anyone currently so i was wandering if you would go out with me?*
My heart skipped a beat... I don't know why even tho he hurt me i still like him and seeing him with abother girl really hurts... And right now....she confessed... and he... smiled. ____________________________
I would feel the same in Jenna's position.
Sorry for a little boring chapter, again see you next time.ENJOY. Thanks for reading.
