Where Dream Begin | JEONGHAN |

Lost

I heard a voice it is a man's voice, it's so sweet so pleasing to listen to. I opened my eyes slowly but everything was blurry then i heard fast footsteps and door opening. My mom came my vision got better and i saw that i was in hospital room. My mom cried and doctor was checking something. My mom told something but when i tried to speak i felt a sudden pain in throat but it soon became an ache. My neck... i touched my neck and felt something on it like a bandage? What happened to me. Suddenly two familiar persons entered the room, Nat and Josh i'm happy to see them... but i still don't know what happened. They talked with me but i spoke very quiet because of the pain. Then that person stood between Nat and Josh, he was so familiar... yet i don't know him. He had long blonde hair... he spoke, that voice, that voice was his. Who is this guy...
"Hey Jenna i'm glad you woke up i hope you'll recover soon." He said, he knows me?
~ Umm, well thank you, i hope so too... but...
WHO ARE YOU? ~
After what i said all eyes were on me. Everyone looked at me surprised and that guy looked disappointed, hurt?
"Sweetie you really don't know him?", my mom said
~ No -, i said and he lowered his head...
"But sweetie he was and still is so important to you? He is a me-",
"No don't tell her who i'm, it is just as doctor said, so soon she will remember everything, right?"
she got interrupted by that guy. He looked at me and... smiled that smile... so familiar i know i've seen that before... tear escaped my eye i don't know why. He then took his backpack and left the room. I'm so sorry... for forgeting you... i wonder who you was in my life...

JEONGHAN POV.

She really doesn't remember me... well i think this is what you call karma... maybe that's better that she doesn't remember what awful things i did... But still i feel like i lost something important. Her birthday... is in ten days as well as festival... i was supposed to... i hope i still can do it but that wouldn't probably mean to ger as much because she doesn't remember me...

END OF JEONGHAN POV.

I'm finally out from hospital and as i know there are 5 days before the school festival, and everything is a total mess... I remembered that guys from Seventeen should perform on the festival so i asked Joshua to hear them once. They practised their dance... but somehow it looked like it wasn't complete, like something's missing... what's wrong? While watching them my head started hurting. There were some images... all boys but there is someone more in that missing place who's he. They all grouped around me and Josh helped me stand.
~ Josh? Is there someone who hasn't came to practise? ~ i asked him and he looked at the others...

JOSHUA POV.

Everyone know about Jenna forgeting Jeonghan so we agreed not to tell her about him just as he wished.
"No Jenna, we are all here, why?" I asked.
~ I had some strange feeling like image in my head and there was someone more with you guys but i don't know who he was ~ Her memories are fighting to come back... she actually saw Jeonghan dancing in his spot... she is a fan so it's natural that she know everything even without a video.
"Well we are all here, but we should go soon so can we try again?", i asked and smiled... it actually hurts me, she is such a good person... Jeonghan made a lot of mistakes and yet she missed him so much. She misses him even now although she doesn't remember him.
~ Yeah, sure ~ she smiled.

END OF JOSHUA POV.

Boys finished their practise... they are so synchronized. I can't wait for the festival. I picked up my stuff and went out of the room, but there was him stannding beside the door. His long hair shining, why do i feel like i saw this before? Then i had headache again but it was more painful than the last one i feel on my knees... another picture, someone standing in front of me... tied long hair... but it's a boy... his hand bleeding... what, what's wrong with me? That guy ran over to me and help me stand.
"Are you okay?" He asked, but i was unable to answer... i looked at him at his eyes, they were so pretty so deep so... magical and i felt so calm looking in them. I felt arm on my shoulder i put my hand on that hand. And that guy blinked... that's what got me back to reality i looked at his hand it was in bandage. I slowly removed his hand and then remembered that picture i saw... hair that is tied and bleeding hand. It was him,  was he protecting me? And he got hurt because of me? And i forgot him? I felt awful... i couldn't stop tears falling down my cheeks as i looked at him again. His face everything about him makes me calm and safe... YET I DON'T KNOW HIM... WHAT'S WRONG?!
"Hey, there everything will be okay, don't cry, ou're not hurt anywhere right?"
... There he is being concerned about me again, i answered...
~ I'm sorry... ~
"What?"
~ I'm sorry, i'm so sorry for forgeting you ~ i still couldn't speak very loud. I wiped my tears but then i felt pull. He pulled me into a hug, his arms around me making me feel so warm... i hugged back... i didn't want to tho... but it came from me lie a reflex.
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I finally came home, i feel so tired i looked at the Seventeen poster above my head but then i saw something strange. Right in the center there was that guy standing? So he is the member of Seventeen too? Why did Josh said that... oh god everything is such a mess... i lay down in my bed trying to take a nap.
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Sorry for boring chapter, i'll update soon again.

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