Most of us want that 'real love', but at the other side there are the others who have been dissapointed so many times they lost hope. What if our 'true love' and 'right one' actually come...but we don't recognize it?
"I'll go first" he said and started going upstairs, i walked right behind him and i looked at his hair as it was shinning on the moonlight, but in next second my eyes were wide open and my heart almost jumped out from my chest. He turned with the speed of the light and put his hands on my shoulders. Our noses were almost touching, he bit his lip and looked straight at my eyes... his look was... calm yet intense... i felt like my heart will stop, but when he was about to... kiss me... i stepped back. I STEPPED BACK... I can't believe myself! he was giving me that "Why?" look and all i did was just said no... then he turned and we went back inside. I gave drinks to Cheol and sat beside Joshua. I looked at Jeonghan bu he was busy talking with Minghao...
"Okay what happened between you two?", Joshua asked and i turned back.
~ What? ~
"You are red like a tomato.... omg did you two by any chance..." he came closer to my ear "Kiss?" I pushed him away even more nervous...
~ If you want honest answer then it's no... ~
"What really??", he asked confused.
~ Well he kinda wanted to kiss me... but i stepped away ~ i said and lowered my head.
"AAAHHHH JENNY WAEEE?!", he yelled and everyone looked at us, i jumped off my place how much he surprised me.
~ Joshua please a little quieter, i think i'll go home now. Tomorrow is his nirthday i have to prepare everything. ~
"Ohh, okay and be careful, do you need anyone to see you off?"
~ No Josh it's perfectly fine. ~ i said and left the room. Tomorrow is a big day i have to prepare many things. When i came home i asked mom to help me with cookies and chocolate. And while they were baking i started drawing and writting birthday wish. And for present i bought this t-shirt.
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Finally everything is ready and packed. I can get a little sleep now. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - (Jeonghans' b-day)
I packed my books and Jeonghans' present and i'm ready to go. Joshua met me at the store so we went together and i told him about my idea and he was happy about it too. But when we came Jeonghan was sleeping at his desk so i decides to give him his gift on lunch break. Classes were so borin and i felt like it'll bever end... but finally bell decided the end of second class and is lunch time now. Everyone went out except for Jeonghan. I went with Joshua so he can buy his lunch.
~ Yeahh, me too i can't wait, i don't expect him to be too happy tho ~ i laughed.
"Yahh, don't be so harsh, he has heart too." That made me laugh even more but when we were in front of our classroom we heard someone grinning. I stopped Josh with my elbow cuz my hands were busy holdnig Jeonghans' gift.
"Who is that? And why we stopped", Josh whispered.
~ There's only one person in this world who is laughing like that, and that's Lanny.. but listen she's not alone, she's talking with Jeonghan ~
"Hahahahaha c'mon admit it" she said still laughing
- Admit what Lanny, you are really annoying sometims you know - yeah you are right about that Han...
"Aww thanks for the compliment, but admit it you know i'm right"
- What are you talking about? -
"Ohh God, just admit that you're friends... no wait you don't even look like friends, admit that you're talking with that girl just because you pity her", what... which girl... Joshua looked at me.
- Who are you talking about? - *that's what we'd like to hear* Joshua whispered, and i smiled.
"You know, that Jenna girl" i stopped breathing and my eyes were wide open i turned to Joshua who was looking at me equally confused.
"You know she has no friends here and you and Joshua oppa talk to her just because of that. ", she continued and i turned to Josh who was shaking his head to say "NO" i smiled at him and continued to listen.
- Woow, how smart you are hahah, look girl even if that is right it doesen't have to do anything with you - so... it's right... he never even looked at me like he care... i almost dropped gifts. And my eyes suddenly became watery, Joshua put his hand on my shoulder but i just came in and cut Jeonghan in half of sentence, well he stopped on his own when he saw me...
~ Could you please leave us alone Lanny? ~
- Look it's not wh- i cut him off.
~ Happy birthday Jeonghan ~ i gave him his presents, ~ I wish you everything the best... may god bless you and you have a good health too... and i'm sorry for being such a bother too you ~ i couldn't help it anymore tears were falling on it's own. ~ but don't worry i won't be anymore. It started from fansign and i should've stayed away from you... but i couldn't and there is only one reason for that... you could probably tell by now... i actually never imagined i'd say this... Look Jeonghan.. i like you... a lot, and it's clear that you don't feel the same. But if i'm going to be rejected i want to be rejected properly. ~ I made a big pause, i took a deep breath.
~ Yoon Jeonghan, I Like You, A Lot... now your turn... just hurry up... ~
- Yeah... sorry but i don't feel the same way about you, sorry. -
~ Great now that's done let's forget that we know each other, Happy Birthday again Jeonghan, stay well. ~ i said and ran away from him.
JEONGHAN POV.
Another bother in this school called Lanny...
"Even if it's like that, it has nothing to do with you" and it's not lime that.. i do care about her. But that's when she came in with her eyes ready to let the tears fall. No way did she hear everything... no she misunderstood... i hurt her again damn it damn it DAMN IT! She looked at me
~ Could you please leave us alone Lanny? ~
~ Happy birthday Jeonghan i wish you everything the best... may god bless you and you have a good health too... and i'm sorry for being such a bother too you but don't worry i won't be anymore. It started from fansign and i should've stayed away from you... but i couldn't and there is only one reason for that... you could probably tell by now... i actually never imagined i'd say this... Look Jeonghan.. i like you... a lot, and it's clear that you don't feel the same. But if i'm going to be rejected i want to be rejected properly. ~
~ Yoon Jeonghan, I Like You, A Lot... now your turn... just hurry up... ~ she was already crying
- Yeah... sorry but i don't feel the same way about you, sorry. - I DON'T FEEL THE SAME... REALLY JEONGHAN... REALLY??? Will she ever forgive me...
____________________________ Even i tried not to cry 😭
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