Nine; Mother

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I got this picture in my room


and it kills me


But I don't need a picture of my mom,


I need the real thing


Now a relationship is something


we won't ever have


Why do I feel like


I lost something that I never had?




You ever get that feeling were you can physically feel your heart being broken? That feeling you get at the pit of your stomach that makes you nauseas, that makes it hard to breath. I feel my body become mentally and physically weak, my whole body feels numb yet my hands keep shaking uncontrollably. I glance to the figure sitting across from me, the person that caused me great as a child, the person who was capable of abandoning her child.

My father walks back to living after dismissing Jake and his mom, Pop's glance from Hailey to me a couple of times before running a hand through his hair, he sighs before taking a seat next to me,

"Tony may I speak with my daughter alone please"

Pop's glanced at me for permission, I nodded slowly, he leaned over, kissing me head he got up and walked towards the kitchen, Hailey took a deep breath as she stared at me,

Pop's glanced at me for permission, I nodded slowly, he leaned over, kissing me head he got up and walked towards the kitchen, Hailey took a deep breath as she stared at me,

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"You've gotten so beautiful", she whispered only for me to hear, " I'm so sorry my little girl",

"Why are you here Hailey?", I heard her breath hitched as I called her my her name,

" I wanted to see you"

"Why?"

"Because you're my daughter"

I stood up as anger rushed through my body, "now I'm your daughter? What about all those years you were gone, what was I?"

"Bianca I know you're upset"

"Of course I'm mad! You left and now you come back out of nowhere"

She stood up and took a step towards me, "baby please let me explain"

"Go ahead, tell me why could someone possibly leave their child"

"I'm sorry"

I shook my head as I ran a hand through my hair, " No, no you can't just come back and say sorry and expect everything to be okay after"

"I know baby-"

"Don't call me that, don't come back and expect me to forgive you, You weren't there when I need you, and I most definitely don't need you now",

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