|1|The Outcast《tom holland》

Fifteen; Feelings

But when it hurts,
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I can make it better
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Girl if it works,
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it's gon' be forever
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We been though the worst,
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Made it though the weather
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Our problems and the pain
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But love don't change
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Love don't change
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Butterflies. Its all I've been feeling at the pit of my stomach every time I remember the feeling of Tom's lips against mine. After we kissed last night, something changed, like a fire lit up inside of me,geez Bianca calm down. I came home smiling like an idiot, I fell asleep with a smile on my face and woke up with a smile.

Last night was just perfect. I always wonder what my first kiss would be like, I wonder if it was true about feelings butterflies and all. Now I can actually understand that feeling people were talking about. It was like fireworks, sparkles, the whole goddamn zoo inside your tummy!

As I arrived at school I began to get really nervous, what if it was just a one time thing? What if he just used me?Stop with the over thinking. I shook my head as I cleared all the negatives thoughts away from my mind, making my way towards my locker I saw Madison walking towards me,

" Hey Los-"

"Not today Madison" I cut her off, leaving her standing there with her little groupies as she growled and stomped away. I smirked at myself as I opened up my locker,

"Good morning my beautiful ray of sunshine" I turned around to find the familiar face of Jake, I chuckled at his enthusiasm of seeing me, I gave him a hug and a small peck on his cheek,

"Well someone's happy", I gave him a nod as I closed my locker, " don't say anything, but Tom and I kissed last night"

Jake nearly choked on air, he first looked at me surprised as shit then his face had the most happiest smile anyone can have. He attacked me with his bear hugs, squeezing the air out of my lungs,

"Oh my god! You have to give me every detail!".

After explaining everything to Jake, from hanging out to go to the park, from randomly dancing to kissing. Everything seemed like a fairytale to him, he said that this was the start of my fairytale and that soon I'll end up with prince charming. I rolled my eyes to that comment, which seemed something impossible but then I went into dept and maybe starting believing in it. What if I did end up with prince charming?

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My mind kept bugging me with the memory of Bianca's lips against mine, how good and right it felt. It made me so frustrated, I felt so confused as to why I was even bothering to think about her, come on Tom this is just for that stupid bet. As much as I argued with myself I couldn't keep her off my goddamn mind, her memory kept pestering me like some type of disease.

I had no idea why I kept thinking about her, I was not sure whether it was the feeling of her soft lips against mine, or the way she tastes. Goddamn it sounds so stupid but I could of sworn she tasted sweet, like strawberries, I have no idea if it was just her lip gloss but god damn how much did I like it. My thoughts kept drifting off, imagining myself kissing her again. Tom geez relax, I groaned annoyingly, I felt stupid for feeling whatever I was feeling.

The bell rang, I stood up quickly as possible, I had to have another taste. I kept walking through the hallway when a familiar voice called me,

"Tom!" I turned around finding Haz running towards me, "Hey Haz"

"Hey mate, you good?", I sighed as we began to walk,

" I don't know, I feel confused "

"About?"

I groaned loudly as we stopped by my car, " yesterday I kissed Bianca "

Haz patted my back, like he was proud of me in some way, "No way! So you're taking the bet seriously. Before you know it, she'll be in your bed". I rolled my eyes, this is why I can never have a talk with him. I ran a hand through my hair as we stopped by my car,

"Haz no, its just...ugh it's so confusing"

Haz let out a sigh, he glanced around and spotted Bianca walking out of school with Jake, "Look mate, if you're so confused why don't you just go talk with her and get an answer", I looked up at him, he nodded his head behind me, I glanced to were he pointed to find Bianca standing next to Jake.

I looked back at Haz who gave me a smirk, "Go mate". I gave him a smile as I turned around, walking towards her,

" Bianca!" She looked around before her hazel eyes landed on me, a shy smile spread across her face, her cheeks were tinted with pink as I stood in front of her,

"Hi-i Tom-m" she stuttered as Jake gave her a smirk before walking away and leaving us alone, we stood awkwardly in silence, kinda just smiling at each other. I stared at her for a moment, the urge of kissing her once again spread through me, gosh she looks just so kissable. Without thinking I grabbed her face with my hands, leaning in I placed a kiss on her lips. In instant she kissed me back, smiling against the kiss I pulled away,

"you do taste like strawberries" I whispered under my breath, earning a small chuckle from her, "thank you?". I shook my head as I let out a small laugh, " want a ride home?"

She glanced back where Jake was standing, I saw him give her a thumbs up, she turned around facing me again, she gave a small nod. I grabbed her backpack from her shoulder, hanging it around mine, I wrapped my hand with hers, I noticed how she shyly looked down to her feet as we walked towards my car.

What are you doing to me Bianca?

A/N

I'm so sorry I'm updating so late, I've been having some family problems, I took a break from my phone, sorry for not informing you guys!

Quick thank you to those who have been reading, WOW 500+ READS! honestly it means a lot, I never thought people actually read my stuff, thank you loves! I'll be updating soon for sure!