book 1: completed.
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a person who has been rejected by society or a social group
"Welcome to a world where being yourself isn't good enough"
The Outcast, The Jerk, And The 200$ Bet
Sequel is out.
Editing in Process
Feel my blood runnin', • • swear the sky's fallin' • • I know that all this shit's fabricated • • Time goes by and I can't control my mind • • Don't know what else to try, • • but you tell me every time • • Just keep breathin' and • • breathin' and breathin' and breathin' • •
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The morning after waking up in the comfort of your own bed and not the hospital bed was the best feeling for Bianca at the moment as she woke up from a well rested night. She stretched carefully as she didn't want to open up the stitches, she definitely didn't want to go back to the hospital.
After Marie had come up to her room and brought her breakfast and a small message from her father, which was written on a sticky note that said, 'I love you Sunshine, get better soon. xoxo'. Bianca chuckled to herself as she placed down the note and ate her breakfast.
With the help of Marie, Bianca changed closed and managed to somewhat fix her room, which really was just moving things closer to her so she wouldn't be getting up, she finally laid down on her bed and began resting, as the doctor ordered.
Bianca was lying on her bed as she kept thinking about stuff, there was a specific thought stuck at the back of her mind that kept bugging her. Letting out a deep breath she picked up her phone that was on top of her pillow.
Bianca Can you come over? We need to talk. 1:34pm
Unknown number Uh, sure. I'll be there in fifteen minutes. 1:35pm
It was about a couple of minutes later, which was actually thirty minutes later, she was laying down on her bed as she read her book, The Lovely Bones, when there was a knock on her door, "Come in" she said as she kept her eyes on the book in her hands.
The door opened as Marie walked in, "You have a visitor". Bianca gave her a nod as she put her book down and carefully sat up as her visitor walked.
"Hello Madison".
The first thing Bianca noticed when Madison entered her room was her bruised nose, she felt guilt as she looked at her, "please take a seat, make yourself comfortable".
Madison kept gazing around Bianca's room, obviously judging the way she had it decorated, Bianca simply rolled her eyes as Madison took a seat at the edge of her bed, "So you must be curious as to why I asked you to come here".
"I'm assuming you're going to apologize for what you did to my precious face, do you know how many people laughed at me because of this".
Bianca simply stared at her as she rubbed the bridge of her nose, "I-okay yes, I asked you to come because I wanted to apologize for what I did to your nose, I was really angry that day and you managed to push my limits".
Madison scoffed, "So you're blaming me for your actions?".
"Madison, can you" Bianca let out a deep breath as she calmed herself, "can you just please for once in your life be a decent human being, and listen to me".
Madison stayed quiet as she gave her a nod, "Look if I asked you to come here is because I'm trying to start over okay? I know you heard that I was in an accident, which nearly cost me my life and I just realized that there is no point for us to keep this hate between, which really the hate is mostly on your side" Bianca carefully moved around her bed so she can lean closer to Madison, "What I'm trying to say is I'm truly sorry for what I did to you, taking out my anger on you wasn't the right thing to do, but I had my reasons, Madison you put those pictures all over the school and send the video to my father, my father! Do you even know the damage that you caused?".
Madison stayed quiet as she stared at Bianca, she wanted nothing more than to simply yell at her and insult her, but in all honesty the guilt has been bugging her the past days. Bianca saw the tears forming in the corner of Madison's eyes as she began to talk, "Im sorry-y" her voice broke as she brought a hand up to wipe the tears that escaped, "I'm sorry Bianca, I don't know why I do the things I do, I mean I do but I can't stop okay"
"Ever since I was little hurting others was a self defense mechanism, if I was the one doing the damage then no one could ever hurt me. I just-Bianca you have everything anyone could ever ask, you have an amazing father who loves you, you have Jake who is the most amazing friend and you managed to get Tom, the most loving guy there can be. I'm just me, the girl who portrays herself as the girl who has everything but it's no true, I don't have anything nor anyone".
Bianca watched as Madison broke down in front of her, in all her years of knowing her, she would have never guessed that she would be the one to watch her break down the way she is now.
"Madison of course you have someone, you have your family and your friends" Madison scoffed as she wiped her tears, "What family? You mean mom who worries more about her job than me? You mean dad who sleeps with women behind mom's back and could care less about me? The friends that use me to get attention from others? Can't you see Bianca, truly I'm all alone".
Bianca frowned as she watched Madison's true colors come out, she kind of understood why she would constantly be dating different guys, to get the affection she didn't get at home. The reason as to why she would make sure to be the best one, to have the feeling of being known and wanted. Sure her actions weren't the best ones but in the end she was just another broken teenager.
Bianca leaned over and placed her hand on top of Madison's, "Well you may not want this but you can find a friend in me, like Donkey from shrek once sang, 'cause I'm all alone, there's no one here beside me, my problems have all gone, there's no one to deride me...but you gotta have friends!".
Madison laughed loudly as she shook her head, "You're something else Bianca", her laughter died down as she stared at her, "you really mean it, about being my friend, after what I did to you?".
Bianca simply shrugged as she ran a hand through her hair, "Life is to short to hold grudges against people, plus you're to young to be lonely, we all need a friend sometime". Madison stayed quiet as she was deep in thought, she looked down at her hands before looking back up to Bianca,
Sticking out her hand towards her, "Friends?"
Bianca smiled at her as she placed her hand on top of hers, "friends".
A/N: Hello beautiful readers!! Ahhh sorry I lagged on updating but I have been working on couple of chapters of my other book that will be published next year, The Broken One.
Anyways, guys I have an ending for this book and ahh I can't wait, there is about 10 chapters left!!
