Psycho Path

Chapter 15 - Feels at home

After it feels like forever, a view of a secluded cheap motel comes into view. The flickering light on the entrance is enough to give you this eerie feeling. But to Gerard, this could be the safest place to stay overnight as it doesn't seem welcoming at all, and probably the hotel doesn't receive many visitors. The hotel is also surrounded by forest, just perfect. "I don't mind staying here." said Gerard while giving you and Mikey a wide grin as the car is parked in front the hotel, not to mention, your car is the only one there. You and Mikey exchange a glance before you speak. "I'll go with you Gerard." Giving him a small smile. So the three of you got out of the car. You are walking beside Gerard as you guys are approaching the entrance, and your hands slightly brushing against each other. This makes Gerard turns his head towards you, then smile, while taking your hand in his and intertwining the fingers. You can't help yourself but to return his smile, gripping his hand a bit.

Mikey is walking behind the two of you, watching the whole sweet-holding-hands moment, before letting out a sigh. Hmm, weird. Why would Mikey be annoyed by that? Now here's a truth that you never know. Mikey has been keeping a real genuine feeling for you. It's not just any feeling - its love. Yes, Mikey James Way falls in love with you. To be exact, since the school years. Sadly, you are not his and never will be as his brother already claim you as his. He can't simply take you from Gerard can he? Not after all the time he's been a big help to Mikey. What kind of brother would he be if he has the heart to steal you and break Gerard's heart. So that's why he's been keeping the feeling to himself, though it still hurts inside to see both of you being lovey-dovey. 'Face it Mikey. They are happy together.' Mikey sighs silently, reassuring himself to just get rid of the feeling. It's been almost five frickin' years for God sake, he should be over it already.

*Timeskip to them settling down in a booked room*

"Uhh... Gerard. What about food?" Mikey suddenly makes you guys realize that all of you are forgetting a very important source of energy - food. Due to tiredness, the focus has been on finding a nice place for the three of you to sleep, that none of you remember anything on getting something to eat along the way here. You and Gerard exchange glances before he curses to himself. "Sh*t. I forgot." So you suggest something. "It's okay, I can go down and find something for us. There should probably be some convenient store nearby. I'll ask the receptionist." You finish with a smile. "No, no, no, no, nooo... I can't risk you being out there and getting caught." He says while cupping your cheeks in his calloused hands. His action makes you giggle. "Relax Gerard. I'm not a kid anymore. I know how to take care of myself." You put your hands on top of his. "How about I go." Mikey interrupts, making both of you to look at him, before he continues, "I'm not all over the news yet I guess. So... less people would recognize me?" Mikey got a point there. Gerard approaches Mikey, putting one of his hand on the younger brother's shoulder. "I know I could count on you. Thanks Mikey." They both exchange a smile. Then Mikey goes out, looking for food by himself.

So it's just you and Gerard now in the room. You make yourself busy by unpacking all the clothes you bought from the mall before. Your mind wander back to those times when the three of you were together. You sigh as you mention Frank's name inside your head. You miss him. You are trying your best not to cry as you reminisce his playful and joyful attitude. Gerard is slouching on the couch, twirling a cigarette in his hand, debating on... ??? Something is playing in his mind. He finally stands up and looks for something in his backpack, before approaching you. "Y-y/n..." He sounds nervous as he calls out your name. Standing up from your sitting position, you face Gerard. "Yes, Gerard?" He doesn't look into your eyes for a moment, both his hands are behind him. You tilt your face a bit, but then he shoves a box onto your face, making you take a step back. You raise an eyebrow, "What's this?" "It's for you. I-I've been meaning to give it to you... when we were in the cabin." Gerard is blushing now, eyes still glued to the floor. You give a small smile, though he didn't see it, and take the gift from his hands. The box is simple, no wrapper with a small ribbon on top. You appreciate his effort in decorating the box, despite the situation you guys are in now.

You open the box and your eyes widen at what's inside. It's a soft fabric, pastel f/c, you can already guess that it's a dress kinda thing but still excited to have a full look of it. So you take it out and hold the dress out, mesmerized by the beauty of it. Tears are prickling under your eyes, mostly because you are touched by what Gerard has done. "I saw all the black shirts that you picked out, but I always like you in f/c. It makes you glow more. I-I'm not saying that you aren't glowing! You are always glowing!...with beauty... Y-you're always pretty....." You cut him off by throwing yourself and embrace him in a big hug. Gerard almost losses his balance and stumbles backward a bit as he wasn't ready for the hug. But then he smiles and buries his face in your hair, taking in your scent while hugging you back. You peck him on the cheek, "Thanks so much Gerard. It's lovely." Gerard looks you in the eyes and says "It's lovelier on you. How about you go and change. I won't peek." He gives you a smirk. You blush a bit and playfully hit his shoulder. "You better not." You wink at him and take the dress with you into the bathroom.

You take a full look of yourself in the mirror. A bit nervous to go out and show to Gerard. You have lost the confidence and don't feel beautiful. After all, you guys are on the run, you pretty much never had the time to keep yourself pretty. Taking a deep breath, you come out of the bathroom, eyes meeting Gerard's. His eyes widen while his mouth slightly agape. "I-I'm not that pretty." You said, hands playing with the hem of the dress a bit. "Not pre- ; are you kidding me?" Gerard walks closer towards you. "I-I was speechless. Coz you're too stunning. This makes me realize that I haven't appreciate your beauty so much lately. I'm sorry." He takes your hands in his, looking down in embarrassment. You chuckle a bit, then put one of your hands on his cheek. "Gerard dear, you are always by my side. That's more than enough to me." He lifts his face and looks at you. Both of you share a smile.

But you'll never fight alone

'Cause I wanted you to know

That the world is ugly

But you're beautiful to me

Gerard starts singing while twirling you, making your dress flowing gracefully. You let out some giggles. It's been so long since the last time Gerard sang to you.Oh, how you miss his voice. You rest your forehead on his, staring into the stars in his eyes, that seems to always sparkle. None of you guys say a thing.It is silent as the two of you just stay there, enjoying each other's company.But not long after, Mikey comes into the room with some food in his hands. "Hey I got us some - Oh." Mikey sheepishly looks away, feeling guilty to interrupt whatever you guys were in. "I-I'm sorry. Didn't mean to..." You giggle at his adorableness. "It's okay Mikey. Now what do you have there? My tummy couldn't wait any longer." You said as you help Mikey with all the food. So the three of you are now enjoying the dinner, laughing at whatever jokes that the brothers made. It feels so much like home.