Don't make me go back

chapter 8-leaving

"Are you ready," Blake asked when he came into my room. "Uh, yea, sure let me get my phone then we can leave," I told him, reaching for my phone on the counter. "Lets go," I said trying to be enthusiastically. Blake noticed though that something was up. "What's wrong Vanessa," he said looking down at me worried. "Nothing, it's  just that I'm  a little hungry," I told him convincingly. He bought it though which is good thing. "Alright well stop somewhere for breakfast okay,"   "okay,"

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-AFTER BREAKFAST-

"Are you ok now?" he asked when we are on our way to the zoo. "yes, now lets go. I'm soo excited. I haven't been to the zoo in a long time," I squealed. I really am excited if I'm not going to see Blake anymore might as well make my time with him worthwhile. "Alright," he said chuckling.

ce we got to the zoo he played for our tickets. "So what do you wanna do first?" he said looking at the different options we had. "Lets go see the monkeys first, then lions, then penguins, and then the gorillas, and then  the giraffe, and then whatever left," I said looking at him. "Alright well the monkeys are this way lets go," he said pointing straight ahead and walking.  Today is going to be a long and sad day. I can already feel it.

"So we already seen everything.

What do you wanna do next?" he told me while we were in the car. It was already 10:00. By time we get to the house it will be 11:30, so then that means I only have 30 minutes to pack and spend with Blake. "It doesn't matter as long as I'm with you," I told him. "Alright well just go the house and figure out something there," he told me keeping his eyes on the road. "You know I love you right," I told him. "I know. I won't let anything take you away from me, you're my world if anything ever happens to you I would die. My wolf will never forgive me if anything happens to you.

You mean a lot to me. I will always love you forever..." "and always" I whispered finishing. In less than an hour I will leave my mate and everyone I love tonight. I will go back to the people who tortured me. I won't let them hurt me anymore. They will try to hurt me I know it, but I won't let it happen. "We're here already. Don't move," Blake told me coming over to open my door. "Well aren't you a gentlemen," I commented playfully.

"Since I found my mate I have," he said taking my hand and walking to the door. "She must be very lucky, I mean I would be really happy if I find a mate like you," I said still playing with him. "And I would be very lucky to have a mate like you," He said catching on to what I was playing. "You should, I love you Blake but I'm really beat. I think I'm going to go to my room and sleep," I told him fighting back tears. "Alright I'll see you in the morning," He said kissing the back of my hand. "I'll see you soon," I whispered as I kissed his cheek and went to my room with tears in my eyes. Its 11:30 like I said it would be.

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I'm done packing everything I have, and I mean everything is gone. Just I have to write my good bye note then I'm done

. DEAR BLAKE,

I'm sorry I have to leave. Remember that I will always love you. You have to be strong for the pack. Help them through this. Try to move on. Try to love someone else, while I'm gone. I will always be with you in your heart. I remember when we snuck in the library when it was closed so we could read the book I wanted to finish. Then we got caught and the security guard chased us for 5 blocks. Then he kept calling us hooligans. That was a fun night. Remember when we found a beautiful spot with a waterfall. Just go to that spot when you miss me, who knows maybe I'll find you there one day. If I don't comeback don't be a unhappy person. Nobody needs an unhappy alpha. Just be happy, live your life day by day. You were my first my love and I'm sorry for leaving you baby. I will always love you forever and always. I remember the first time I  realized my human part fell in love with you. It was on the top of your truck. When we were listening to music on my iPod, and looking at the stars. My first thought was 'I can't believe how lucky I am to have fallen for you'.Remember that you will always be my first thought in the morning, and my last thought at night. I don't regret falling in love with you. I don't regret being your mate. Remember today, it was good day. This storm will pass. Enjoy life please for me. Remember that what all I only want is to see you when I'm gone. I want to hear you knock at my door. I want to hear your voice. I will always be miserable without you. I will always cry myself to sleep knowing that I can't be with you. Most importantly I fell in love with you the way you fall asleep slowly then all at once. I love you. Forever and always

-Vanessa

I was at tears when I finished writing the letter. With the letter I stapled a picture of me and him smiling really big. When I got down stairs I saw Zack with tears in his eyes. His eyes were red and puffy "Please don't make me go back, please don't," I whispered to him tears coming out my eyes. " I wanna stay too but we can't. Its for our mates to live a life," he said trying to fight back tears. I just nodded not trusting my voice. "Did you write her a note?" I asked once we were far enough from the pack house. My heart was breaking leaving him behind. "Yea I did," Zack said trying not to cry. He hugged me. "I love him soo much. It hurts. It hurts knowing I won't see him anymore. Knowing he might be with someone else  while I'm gone. Knowing he will probably love someone else. Knowing he might have kids with so done else," I was crying by now. "I know it does, I know. It will all be fine I promise we will come back soon," he said trying to calm me down, but I couldn't I just kept crying into my little brothers shirt.

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HEY GUYS SO WHAT DO YOU THINK? I CRIED WHEN E WAS WRITING VANESSA GOOD BYE NOTE😭. DID YOU CRY?? DID YOU LIKE THE NOTE. NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE BLAKE'S PONT OF VIEW SOO YAY😁 I MIGHT POST IT TONIGHT SO BE READYY.

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