Don't make me go back

chapter 12 -Vanessa p.o.v

-Vanessa's p.o.v-

Ever since I met Logan last month, he's been really nice. He's playful, and so carefree. He's the type of guy that if you ask him to go somewhere far away he'd do it, with out planing, he'd just go. Logan lost his mate. She was killed by her mother. Long story short, they got in a BIG argument the mom got mad and threw the closest thing to her, a knife. Apparently the mom didn't know it was a knife. She thought it was a spoon.

The knife hit her heart, and then she died instantly. That was 3 years ago. You might be wondering how old he is? He's 19.  My birthday was yesterday, so I'm officially 18 now. I didn't want anything, because I'm not the party type. I like partying, but not all the time.

I don't like to go out all the time either. That's what they did at my other pack. They went out everyday. I would go along, because I didn't want to seem rude. With Logan he understands me. He doesn't like going out either. He told me his dad was a horrible drunk, he said that he doesn't want to turn out like his dad.

I still think of Blake everyday. I just feel like our bond is getting weaker. I feel like he's forgetting about me. My wolf keeps telling me that he found someone else. A part of me believes her. I feel when he kisses her. I feel when he's happy.

The thing that confuses me is that he's not as happy. I think he's not happy cause the bond is there. I told Logan about this and he thinks that it's because he wants to move on already. I couldn't believe it a first. Then I thought back to the note I wrote him. I did tell him to move on. So I can't get mad at him for moving on. I mean he does need a luna.

The pack still treats me cold. They don't do anything to me though. I think they're scarred of me though. Tom, my dad, told me if I leave he will kill everyone I love. He told me he has people watching their every move. That they're just waiting for him to tell them to shoot.

"Hey red, are you busy?" Logan asked from the doorway.

"Not currently, no" I told him. I was just on the balcony of the room.

"Okay, I uh need to tell you something." he told me nervously

"Alright then spit it out." I told him sitting down on the bed.

"The pack wants you as a weapon, which I suppose you already know, so they can fight in a upcoming war." he told me sitting across from me.

"When is this war." I told him surprisingly calm. Which kind of surprised him, because he was sitting down with his mouth open.

"That's it you're not mad? The war is happening a month from now. I also found out that your dad doesn't have people watching your mate. He just made them up to scare you. They're training everyone extra hard. The training is like super intense, the other day I basically puked my guts out and they still made me train." he told me his cheeks getting red.

"Well that means, we only have a month to move from here. We can't go back to my old pack, because that's the first place they will look if we leave. We need a really thought out plan. Not your kind of plan, because your kind of plan consists of just getting up and leaving without actually planning. We need to get money. What am I saying I don't even know if you want to go with me. I'm so stupid." I murmured the last part to my self.

"Listen I want to go with you." he said putting his two fingers on my chin making me look up at him. "Besides I don't want to stay here if you're not here." he added.

"Okay then, First we need money. 2nd we need to find a location. 3rd we need to find transportation. Lastly we need to find the right Time to leave." I told him writing it down on a piece of paper.

"Well we already have number 2 and 3 down. I have my own car which is big and can fit our stuff. My mom has this huge vacation house she bought for me before she died. The pack doesn't know I have it. We can just use that, and I have a couple thousand dollars saved." he told me taking the paper and crossing off numbers 2 and 3

"Okay, that's good we have a plan kind of. I will just have to steal money from my parents. I can't get a job, because my dad will think something is up. He knows im lazy to do anything, so i get a job he will suspicious. We can leave right when the war starts. We can sneak away while they're trying to gather all the fighters.

I assume they will come looking for me first, so then I will leave somewhere else a day before. Then you can leave right when they gather the fighters. Since you're an omega. No offence. You know I can't believe you're an omega. The first time I saw you i thought you were third in command or something. Does it sound good to you?" I told him standing up and pacing back and forth.

"Listen stop pacing, it will be alright your plan is good." he told me getting up, and making me stop pacing, and looking at me in the eye. I got lost in his big blue orbs. I know they say that blue eyes are so cliché, but his eyes are like no other. His eyes can make you forget about your problems. He was leaning in and I was leaning in too.

I know I shouldn't kiss him because I have a mate. But my mate is kissing other people why can't I. So I did it, I kissed him it was a gentle kiss. It was soft at first then I guess Logan realized what was happening so he took control of the kiss. He deepened it. Our lips moving in sync. His hands on my hips bringing me impossibly close. We broke apart once we needed air.

"Wow, that was- look I didn't mean- I mean I like you, alot- if you dont- " I cut him off by giving him a kiss.

"I like you too, alot actually." I told him Pulling away

"Okay then, since that's out of the way would you like to go out with me." he told me a smirk playing on his now swollen lips.

"What like now?" I told him looking at him.

"Yes now" he told me still smirking

"Classic Logan, and I'll love to go on a last minute date." I told him chuckling.

"Alright c'mon, you don't need to change you're fine the way you're dressed" he told me tugging at my hand.

"Okay, okay I'm coming. If you keep pulling my arm its goona fall off." I told him going along with him. Nobody was In the house so it was easy to leave. We got in his car and drive off to some part of town I didn't know.

"Where are we going?" I told Logan from the passenger seat.

"Its a surprise. I found out about it a week ago. I was planning to take you sometime this week so yeah." he told me keeping his eyes on the rode.

"Alright whatever ya say captain." I told him fake saluting. He just chuckled. We drove for about another 15 minutes until we got to the place. I was shocked at first when we got there because I never been there.

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