I broke down. I couldn't handle holding my tears in any longer. I couldn't handle the pain any longer.
I let all the tears fall down my face. Sometimes I can't hold it in any longer. I just let all the tears release from my tear ducts. I couldn't handle the pain. I've been in pain for several days and all I can think about is just crying.I cry. I feel all my emotions change. One second I'm crying about myself. The next I'm crying about life. It just doesn't make any sense sometimes.
I hear someone coming to my room. I try to bury my face into my pillow, but my boyfriend lifts my head for my pillow and holds me in his arms. "Tris, it's alright. Cry for as long as you need to. I know what you going through. Sometimes it's best to let it all out." And he was right.
After I finished with my crying fit. I get up and wipe my makeup smeared face on a towel. I wash my face and put my hair up into a messy bun to get it out of the way. I leave the bathroom and go downstairs to a kitchen counter full of food.
"Oh my, Honey. You are so sweet." I say to Tobias. Ever since I found out I was pregnant I've been really hungry. Four knows. I told him the day we met the initiates. He was quite surprised I guess I should say.
My hormones have been getting to me. I've been so moody. I actually slapped Tobias once. I was in a bad mood. He said I was gaining some weight, so I slapped him across the face.
"You've been pretty hungry lately."
"Well yea. I have another human being growing inside of me. No wonder I'm so hungry... I have to eat twice as much. Now that I have this baby. I love you Four."
"I love you too, tris." I kiss him before I head up to bed to eat and watch tv. "I know. 'Your supposed to move around, but I'm in pain right now so give me a break.'" I say to Tobias when he gives me a look that I have to get up.
"Can you take care of the initiates today? I'm not really feeling well," I tell Tobias. Because I'm actually not feeling well at all. I have a massive headache that is making me feel nauseous. Stupid pregnancy hormones!
I get up, then start to feel more nauseous than before. I sprint to he bathroom to empty my stomach of everything I ate this morning. I really hate this. It's the stupid morning sickness that gets to me every time. I've been taking the anti nausea pills. I guess I didn't take them today.. Oops.
I decided to sleep after I got sick. I lie down and wait for Tobias to get home to sleep with me.
What I remember that night is going to sleep after I got sick and Four coming into the room to head to bed with me.
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I know this chapter is short. But it's something right? Well since I finished Tfios sequel I'm going to be working on this one til it's finished. And my Demi Fanfic.
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Tris & Four (A Divergent Trilogy Sequel)
FanfictionTris feels sick after waking up one morning. Four doesn't know what to think about it. Tris goes to the doctor and finds out something surprising. She doesn't know how to tell Four. She finally finds a way to tell him without getting him upset. I do...
