I haven't talked to Bryan for almost 3 days now, and I'm getting pissed off. I understand I was wrong and I apologized, but for some reason he's blowing me off.
My kids haven't spoken to me since that night either. They walk pass me. They don't acknowledge me. They don't even breath near me.
Seriously, I walked up to Jett yesterday morning and she held her breath until I walked away.
I wish they would all realize I'm trying to own up to my shit. I was in the wrong, but nobody forgives me.
"Girls, I'm going to work." I said. I don't know why I bother when I won't get a response. I waited to see if today would be different, but nope. "Okay, Tamar will be here in an hour to bring you guys lunch."
I walked out and headed to work.
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"Toni!"I rolled my eyes hearing Rhonda yell out for me. I walked into her office eyeing the clock. I have to be on stage in ten, so a rant from Rhonda isn't going to fit in.
"How are my girls?" She asked. I leaned against the chair and rolled my eyes yet again. "I don't know, if you wanna know so badly, they are a call away."
I turned around and walked out.
I went on stage and suddenly, I felt like the whole world was at peace again...
Somedays I wish I wasn't a fake mom, or in a fucked up relationship, if thats even what we're calling it.
Everything is just weighing on my chest and it gets agitating. And overwhelming.
Right now honestly feels calming. No demon kids, no bitchy man, no Rhonda.
"Hey!" I heard someone call. I looked down at one of the men that called me. As a stripper, a sixth sense that forms is knowing who has the big bucks.
I bit my lip and walked towards him. The others were upset but I needed the money.
"Hey baby.. What's up?" I seductively said taking a seat on his lap. He moved his hand and cupped my ass making me straddle him. He wasn't that bad looking, I'm kinda digging him.
He licked his lips which drew my eyes straight to his plump bottom lip. "What is a pretty lady like you doing on that pole and not with me on a date?" I always liked a smooth, yet cheesy, kinda man.
"Hm.. I don't know. Maybe we can take this conversation somewhere else, though."
He grinned and leaned into my personal space. I could feel his lips barely touching mine. I wanted it, dangerously more than I should've. "Let me take you to dinner, right now. What do you think?" He said against my lips.
I trembled at the thought of us having a good time and that's when the carefree moment I was having died. Something is holding me to Bryan.
"Well, I still have to work, but maybe another day." I said starting to get up. He held onto my wrist and gently pulled me back into him. "Fine, but let me get one dance... and a kiss. Those lips look too good."
I smirked and leaned into his lips. It was supposed to be a little kiss, but his lips and their smoothness were captivating. I slid my tongue into his mouth and held the back of his head deepening the kiss.
He grabbed my bare ass and rubbed it down as I start grinding against him. Soon our tongues were fighting and it was getting really sloppy.
I pulled away and looked into his eyes. I loved the lust oozing from them. He was staring into my soul before eyeing down my body.
"You are just... amazing." He whispered. I expected him to give me money but he didn't, and I was glad he didn't. Something about that made me feel like he didn't just want my body. "Here."
He handed me a business card that made me squint. "The other side, beautiful." I flipped it over and it had his name and number.
"Boris." I bit my lip and kissed him again.
"Do I get your name?"
I grinned and stood up. "If I call. Nice to meet you, Boris."
I stood up and walked back on stage. He said there and watched me for about an hour before I left.
I got myself and my things together before leaving. As I pulled up in the driveway, I saw his car there.
"Shit."
I left my stuff in the car walked up to the front porch. There he was sitting on the swing. He had a dozen roses and looked like he'd been waiting awhile.
"Hey, T."
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