White Knight [Editing]

26.

After I told the girls that Bryan would have the sit down talk with them, they got excited and started writing down questions to ask.

"Be respectful and don't act a fool, please."

"Mom, if he wants to be in this family, he has to know all we do is act like fools to be honest." Monroe said. And of course if she says something, Jet has to chime in, "Oh, and no offense, but we don't want you butting in. We just want to talk to B. You can be there, just.." She motioned me to zip my lips and threw the key away.

"Y'all are some real assholes, you know that right?" I said.

"Yeah, so?" They both said giving me the same look.

I opened my mouth to say something but just left the room because I don't know what I could've said after that. I'm starting to think they are evil twins.

I sighed and went back to my room where Bryan was researching stuff online. "Do I flat out tell them where the penis goes?" He asked.

My eyes nearly dropped out of my head. "What?!"

"When they ask how sex happens? Do I say it goes into the vagina? What language do I use? Do I say vagina or do y'all have like a nickname for it? Like Susie? Or Cootie? Do y'all just call it the private area?"

He was nearly spasming. "Baby, calm down. I doubt they are going to ask you about their vaginas, which is what we call it. Vagina." I said giggling a little.

I sat on his back and kissed the side of his neck. His stress was hot, especially since it's about getting this talk right with the girls.

"It'll be okay. They are probably going to ask more about sexual intercourse and boys, nothing super fem." I said trying to calm him.

"Yeah, you're right. Plus you'll be there so you can answer the super girly-"

"Actually they asked if I didn't insert myself into this conversation. They only want your opinions."

I got off him and sat beside him. He was stressing again. "Babe. You'll be fine, they aren't as evil to others as they are to me. And they like you... I'm pretty sure. Let's go."
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I sat on the couch and doodled on my phone as Bryan, Jet, and Monroe sat in the center of the family room on chairs facing each other.

I, of course, was listening, though.

"So. Bryan. What exactly is sex and why is it important?" Jet asked first.

Bryan cleared his throat before speaking, "Sex is when two people show love for each other physically. And it's important because it shows a different type of love that cannot be shown through words."

By the tone of his voice, he was proud of the answer he'd given.

"That's not true." Monroe said. I knew exactly where this was going, and as much as I wanted to chime in to stop her, I was asked not to. "I was raped and I didn't love that person. So sex is not love shown, at least not every time."

I was surprised she announced that out loud. Rhon and I thought it was best to sugarcoat it for Jet and just tell her Monroe was violated. And I definitely didn't tell Bryan, he just knows about the pregnancy scare.

"What's rape?" Jet asked.

"Rape is when someone physically takes advantage of you. There's different kinds but ultimately if someone has sex with you or touches your private areas without you giving the okay, that's rape."

"So if someone touches my butt, for instance, that's rape?"

"No, that's harassment and you should always tell your Mom if something like that happens." He answered.

He wasn't bad at this talk. His words jumble a little bit but he ultimately knew what he was saying.

"Why do boys' penises get bigger?" Monroe asked.

"That is when they feel sexually excited. It's nothing major and happens frequently."

The girls nodded and moved on.

"Does sex hurt?"

"Uhm. On the male end, not really. But as ladies, it could."

"How if its showing love?" Jet asked.

He groaned lowly and looked at them both, "During straight sex, meaning between men and women, the mans penis will go into the females vagina. To my knowledge, the vagina stretches but it has to adjust because the hole is small. And there's some pressure."

The girl let out an 'Ahhh' as they began to understand that part.

"But it shouldn't be forced. If someone is forcing you, what do you do?"

"Tell Mom." Monroe answered. "That's right."

"What are orgasms? And why do people touch themselves?"

"Orgasms are the pleasurable part of sex, the highlight of it. And people touching themselves is called masturbation and they do it to feel pleasure without the need of another person."

He was really answering these questions flat out and honest. I would never answer so blatantly, which is probably why they preferred him for this talk.

"Why do men have the rubber on their.. peepers during sex?" Monroe asked.

"That's safe sex and it's important that all sex that isn't to make a baby is done with the rubber called condoms. It prevents diseases and infections."

"Sex sounds nasty." Jet said.

"Not really, it's not something to be afraid of, just something that should be done with caution and at an appropriate age." He sat back in his chair and folded his arms across his chest.

"What's an appropriate age?"

"If y'all were my kids, I'd say not until you are married, but considering you are not, and that I don't know your mother's rules, I cannot give that answer, but she can."

They all faced me and I was just staring until Jet called out to me.

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"They want to know the appropriate age of sex? Come here." Bryan said.

I got up and sat on his lap facing the girls. "The appropriate age of sex under my roof, is never."

They all scorned me, and I was taken aback by the looks. "Okay, okay, I'll answer for real." I said to get the mean eyes off me.

"I didn't have sex until I was a junior in high school, so I'd recommended you don't have sex until your junior or senior year. It is not something to just do, it's supposed to be special, especially your first time."

I got up and was about to walk back to the couch when Monroe asked a personal question.

"Do you guys use condoms?"

I rubbed my forehead and sat back on Bryan. "Excuse me?"

"Do you two use condoms when you do the business?"

I looked at Bryan and let him take this one. "We used to, but not anymore." He said. At least he's honest. We used condoms when we had sex that one time in the club, we don't even have sex often so the first time we had sex outside of the club was the last time we used a condom. Plus, I'm on the pill and his pull out game is usually on point.

"So you guys want a baby?"

I shook my head quickly, "No, no. We just trust each other and know that we are only with each other. We are both clean and safe, also."

It got quiet and we were all awkwardly sitting there.

"Uhh, is that it?" Bryan asked.

The girls nodded and stood up. "Thanks B, you're a cool guy for randomly doing this and you'd make a great dad." Monroe said. Jet gave him a hug before they both went to their rooms.

"Easy, right?" I said now straddling Bryan.

"Were we not going to talk about Monroe's situation at all before this, Toni?" He sternly asked. He called me Toni which means he's not happy. Oh boy.
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