When The Darkness Comes

Help her smile...

It's been yearsssss

I'm sorry I haven't been active, I have issues -.-

but srsly, vote and leave comments, so i'll know that ppl are there, and i'm not wasting my time.

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Adrians POV

I know she hates me, I just don't want to face the reality, I decided to drive us home in my car, it's still an average 'rich boy' car but I don't want to scare her away more with a limo ride.

The boys were in the back with her all questioning her, and harassing her about how beautiful she is, and that they 'll be looking out for her, all except for Dylan, who was in the front seat next to me, he's usually cold and quiet with people he doesn't know, and he doesn't really open up to others either, but he is one of my best friends.

I know she hates mom even more, and I know she's gonna hate when she meets Carly, as you may have guessed, Carly is our half-sister, whose father is unknown, and she's a good girl, she might be able to make Eve a normal girl again, but who am I to say that, oh yeah, her big brother who loves her, like it or not, and though I grew up with Carly and I love and care about her, she will never matter more to me than Eve, I know Eve would get pissed, and that i'm living in a fantasy that we'd be a happy family, and fix everything, and I need to face the cruel reality that the person that matters more to me than my own life hates me and that isn't going to change.

I know it's bad to want Carly to change Eve, and I understand why, but I don't really want her to change her, I just want her to help her be happy again, I know that we took away her happiness, but I cant 'give it back' even if I wanted.

I just want to see her smile, to laugh, like she used to, Her smile was so beautiful, her looks haven't changed much, she's just not cheery anymore, she's gloomy, and unhappy looking, lifeless,  I can only imagine her smiling face now, it's just as beautiful, as I said, her looks haven't changed much, but she looks more feminine, it's like she looks the same, but better, but sad, it's just hard to explain.

All I want is to help her, I just want to help, but that's not gonna happen, not now, i'm incapable of helping her, So I have a plan, next week is dads funeral, i'm gonna meet her friends, in hopes that something will help me, help her smile.

When we arrived home, I pulled into the driveway and I heard her suck in a sharp breath.

Here we go...

Okay, so I know it was short but i'll update more...but please remember to comment and vote, let me know you're there. :/