Harry's POV
"I'm doing this because I love you."
Louis' gave me a look of horror and backed away. "No. No you can't say that!" He started to hyperventilate and I rushed to him in worry.
"No, get away!" He struggled against my grasp and I let go. I was seriously hurt by his reaction. I thought that he would just say he loved me back and everything would be normal, but no... I should've known that nothing with Louis Tomlinson was normal. The circumstance in which I met him wasn't even normal.
"Why are you acting like this?" I asked in disbelief.
"You can't just tell me you love me! You can't just say that like it's nothing!"
"But I mean it," I could feel my heart slowly chipping away.
"No you don't. Everyone who has ever said that to me has never meant it Harry. You can't expect me to believe that you are any different." His eyes held years of pain and betrayal that I hadn't noticed until now.
"I know you've had a hard time Louis, but I wouldn't tell you I love you and not mean it. I really do. I love your pretty eyes and how you are always so shy and oblivious to my feelings for you. I love that you are so selfless and want to help out no matter what it is. I love your smile and your cuddles. I love all of you and I want you to know it."
Louis had a look of disbelief on his face and shook his head. His slightly reddened eyes looked down at his fingers.
"My Mom said that too. She left me and promised she'd come back for me. I sat everyday in that basement waiting for her. I was waiting for nothing," he said shakily. I realized that's why he didn't believe me and a frown covered my face.
"I'm so sorry Louis."
"I want to believe you but I'm-"
"Scared."
"Yeah.." he trailed off. I leaned down to his sitting figure and wrapped my arms around his waist. My head was laying in his lap and he awkwardly tried to hug me back. It ended up being one hand in my hair and the other arm resting on my back. But I was okay with that.
"I would never leave you Louis. I want to stay with you as long as you'll have me," I whispered and I could hear him sniffling from above me. I lifted my head and craned my neck to look at his face. I leaned my body forward and attached our lips. He kissed back this time and I pushed his body down on the bad as I crawled on top of him.
I pulled away and whispered, "it's never enough."
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