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"I just have this happy personality and a sad soul in one body. It feels weird sometimes." -Unknown

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I just wish I had something to say when I'm stuck in an piercing gaze.

I just wish that something would urge me to go on, tell me,"Don't quit. Come on!"

I just crave the days where I was without a care and no sense of loneliness would dare.

"I'm not lonely," I think. "I have friends." But the expression I wear is a secluded trance.  

I just hope I can keep going on, but sometimes I have those days where I can't move.

The friends I have I can always bound onto, yet I'm stuck in a world where there is no one except me, Nothing to hold on to. 

Just the raging sea obliterating everything in it's way.

I just want to feel the senses of a child, to touch with such lack of the inception such items could hold.

I just miss the days when all the world was a blunder of light and color but now my vivid imagination makes lightning and thunder.

"How are you?" someone asks. "All right as always." I respond.

 I have friends, food, family, a roof over my head, this gaping hole doesn't matter.

I just wish it was gone.


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