Awake in a fantasy (draft)

(Chapter 3)

* Kai *

I jumped back not knowing what to do. But did she just say, "create?" I shook my head then thought how could an orb create me. Wait. No. She said before when she was a human, she... OH MY GOD! Things are getting weird. I wasn't sure whether or not if I should faint or bother her some more by asking her more dumb questions. Then something popped up in my mind.

"HA! If what you're saying is true, then let me ask you this, what's my last name?!"

This was going well, this could prove if what she's saying is right. No one know's my sur name. Not even me, my mother's family, or my brothers. I had her cornered.

"...I don't remember."

"HA SO I WAS RIGHT! You're just a liar who doesn't know what your talking about. Meh. This is pointless." I yapped at her stubbornly.

"It's not that I'm not telling the truth, I am in fact. I just don't remember, It's been years since I've used it. But I do remember this... You're my daughter who watched me say my last words. I wanted you to be safe here, so that's why I invited you here."

There was a moment of silence between us. This is impossible. This, this isn't real. My own mother, no, nonononononononononoonononono. She spoke again.

"Just trust me. I know everything to this world. All you have to do is return to your body and live well again. That's all I need from you, as a mother. I'm trying to be responsible and I'll do the best that I can do for you."

She seemed like a realist. This was real. She had the exact same voice as my mothers, I just never admit it. My eyes began to swell and my chin shook.

"M-"

"..."

"Make me believe you. My real mother would be here comforting me. You're just a big lie. Just go."

I turned my head and started walking away. It made me mad to think that I couldn't trust my own mother. But how could she? How could she just appear when I'm about to die? Why couldn't she appear when I needed her most, through all my tough times. Like when Min ho got kidnapped and I risked my life to save him. Or when Shin il almost fell into the lake and drowned but it was me who saved him. Not mom. Me. I needed to act strong and tall in front of my mother. I can't cry. But unconditionally tears streamed down my beat red face.

My legs trembled as I walked heavily. They wanted to run back to her, but I forced myself to keep going. Run back to her, run! No don't go back. It's too late now.

* Mother in an orb *

She just continued pushing herself to walk away from me. There was nothing I could do. It was all blamed on me. I could've visited her anytime, but I was to nervous to confront her in Earth. I don't deserve to be a mother of such a strong willed daughter. Kai broke into a dash and ran away towards the berry blossoms that were down the hill.

Just what am I doing. In order to make it up to her I have to help her. I have to guide her. I can't let her die in front of me like how I died in front of her. No. I'm just a coward, a plain dumb coward. I'll save her life, not to prevent from watching her die, but to make her live to best life she could ever live up to.

I used half my energy to teleport back to the high water clouds above everything.

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* Kai *

I couldn't see anymore. Water would constantly drown my eyes. I tried flicking my tears away but it was pointless. I kept running and running. Anywhere but there. Then out the blue gold sparks landed in my eyes. My tears vanished and I saw where I was.