talk! | matty healy

the 1975

-matty's p.o.v-

olivia's blaring alarm woke me up at 7am, her body shifted as she woke up and she quickly reached to hit snooze.

"i've got fucking lectures today" her voice was sleepy and she began wiggling around to get comfortable again. i'd taken my shirt and jeans off last night and her bum was rubbing against my crotch.

"ugh olivia stop" i groaned and held onto her hips, i felt lace and realised she'd taken her jeans off in the night as well. i moved her hair from my face, being the big spoon wasn't the best and i heard her giggling as she persisted moving against me.

"stop" i moved away from her slightly and grabbed her stomach, moving my fingers against her. she burst into fits of giggling as her body jerked,
"m-matty s-stop i fucking hate being t-tickled" she pushed her words out through laughing. i stopped and she was lying under me breathing heavily as i straddled her.

"what the fuck" i turned around to see olivia's roommate, luke, standing at the door. olivia started laughing again, pushing at my stomach for me to get off of her.

"it's not what it looks like" olivia got out of bed and started tying her hair back. luke quickly left after telling us that callum had made breakfast.
"how are you, boner boy?" her smile was contagious and i pulled myself out of her bed.
"i've missed you" i went in the back pocket of my jeans for my cigarettes.
"what're you on about? i didn't go anywhere"

"no, just the chirpy liv. yesterday you were so... quiet" she hadn't talked much yesterday, her mood changed after she'd been in my room by herself and i was scared that she'd found all the shit i'm trying to hide.

i went over to her window and opened it,
"do you mind if i have a quick smoke here?" i held the cigarette in between my lips and played with my lighter.
"nah" she was looking in her wardrobe now and throwing various items of clothes onto her bed.

"there's a party tonight, babe" i blew the smoke out of the window and it dragged away with the breeze. "adam and ross will be there, so you could meet them" i'd only briefly talked about our band with olivia and she hadn't met the other boys yet.

"yeah, i'd like that"

once we both got dressed, we went through into her kitchen where luke and callum were sitting at the table.
"and you are?" callum looked up from his phone as i sat down next to olivia.
"please don't be an ass cal" olivia sipped on the now room temperature tea, looking slightly annoyed.
"i'm matty, olivia's friend" callum and luke introduced themselves although olivia had talked about them before.

"you looked like a bit more than friends in olivia's bed" luke sniggered and nudged olivia,
"matty was sitting on top of her naked and olivia's breathing was all fu-
"he wasn't naked luke" olivia rolled her eyes before getting up and putting her coat on.

"i think we should leave now matty" her funny mood had gone again and she was clearly bothered by luke and callum. i quickly went back to her room to get my shoes and coat before going to the kitchen again.

she walked out before me and i muttered a quick 'see you later' to the boys before catching up to olivia.
"what's up with you now, moody?" i intertwined my fingers in hers and she leaned on me slightly as we walked.
"i don't know, probably just my time of the month or something- sorry" i kissed the top of her head, we hadn't spoke about last night and i didn't even know how to feel.

"what time's the party?" she looked up at me and squeezed my hand.
"it's at nine so i'll pick you up at about quarter to?" she rubbed at her face, clearly tired and tried to cheer herself up a bit.

"okay, boner boy" she began running her free hand up and down my arm.
"fuck off" i laughed and grabbed her arm, "that doesn't give me one anyway"

"can i try tonight then?" she whispered in my ear and i playfully pushed her off.
"stop" she was laughing again, i loved that smile, that laugh.

"see you later then" she gave me a quick hug before jogging off to her lecture.

-olivia's p.o.v-

lauren came in late to our lecture and mumbled things about george as she slid into the seat next to me.
"we didn't do anything last night by the way, he did try but i said no" she smiled proudly after whispering to me, trying to scribble some notes at the same time.

"you coming to ross' party tonight?" she nodded enthusiastically, clearly very happy with her situation with george.

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george held a blunt to lauren's mouth as she inhaled, sitting on his lap and george smirked at her with his tongue in between his teeth. i was sat in the corner with matty, watching the mass of sweaty strangers dancing in the middle of ross' living room. there was a group of men sitting in the corner with us and matty spoke to them all, he knew a lot of people here but he told me to stay with him and not to talk to much with the guys here.

matty was very giddy and kept feeling up my thigh, almost going under my skirt. he pulled me off of his lap,
"i'm just going to the toilet, go over to the drinks table where ross is" he patted my bum as i walked over to ross, weaving in between the intoxicated people.

i picked up a solo cup, filling it with the nearest bottle of drink and picked up a brownie that sat on a plate.
"ross, you have to look after me whilst matty goes for a wiz" i tapped ross on the shoulder and he turned around and laughed,
"okay but you have to be on your best behaviour" he joked, acting like he was a protective parent. i ate another brownie and sipped on the sour alcohol and ross gave me a confused but slightly concerned look. it was a bit weird being introduced to adam and Ross because they'd obviously heard a lot about me but i didn't know them. they were nice though and didn't seem to get as drunk as matty and george.

"i didn't think you were the kind of girl to like edibles" ross laughed as he pointed to the plate of brownies.
i didn't fancy being high as well as drunk so i quickly turned, running to the bathroom to spit it in the toilet. i swung open the door but froze as i was greeted with a familiar curly mop of hair.

"matty?" i quickly swallowed what was in my mouth, not caring anymore as i looked at him sitting on the floor against the bathtub with his head in his hands.
he pulled his head up from his hands to look at me, there was dark blood spotted around his nose- marking his unusually pale skin.

i dropped to my knees in front of him and he looked through me, like i was a ghost.
"bad high" he croaked and wiped his nose with the back of his hand, wiping the blood around his face and i realised his eyes were wet."i've had too much tonight"
i quickly looked around the bathroom and soon saw a familiar bag lying on the tiled floor. i picked it up, empty.

"matty..." my voice broke off and i looked back to him, he was rocking slightly now and just staring straight ahead.
i hesitated for a moment before trying to pull his shirt off, then his jeans and pulling him up to get into the tub. i didn't know what else to do as i turned the shower on and the water hit matty's bare chest.

i knelt my head onto the side of the tub, i never wanted to see him like this again, looking so dead and distant.
but i felt matty's shaky hand smooth my hair down and he softly kissed the top of my head,
"i'm so sorry liv" he whispered.

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tell me if i made any mistakes because i admittedly wrote this kinda quickly but ye hope u like it