give youself a try

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-olivia's p.o.v-

my spoon chinked against the porcelain cup as i stirred matty's coffee, about to take it back to the cabin. it had been a few days since matty had the fight and denise had made him apologise to his cousin, although he was too drunk to even notice at the time. i put the spoon in the sink, walking out into the garden in matty's shoes.

i gently pushed a gap in the cabin door before sliding through the curtains.
"shit!" matty quickly yanked the covers over himself as i covered my eyes.
"matty!" i giggled, peaking through my fingers and seeing his dick wasn't out anymore. he groaned, squirming under the covers and sitting up.

i walked around the side of the bed, setting his cup down as sighed.
"what're you doing?" i laughed, covering my mouth slightly as my cheeks flushed.
"do you even know what you did this morning?" he bit his lip, looking over me as i gave him a confused expression. "your arse was rubbing against me for like half an hour- i couldn't just do nothing"

i laughed, holding my face in my hands- still blushing from what i'd walked in on matty doing. i quickly got changed whilst he had a fag and drank his coffee outside before i made our bed.
"you're so fucking gorgeous" i felt matty behind me as i pulled the sheets out, pushing me onto the bed and jumping over me.

"get off" i giggled as matty pinned my arms above my head, tickling me with his free hand. i kicked my legs around until he let go, calming down and kissing over my collarbone and neck. "hmm, matty... come on" i mumbled as he gently felt down my sides.

"mum said y-" louis walked in and matty quickly jumped off of me, pretending to fix the bed covers.
"whats up mate?" he talked quickly, awkwardly fluffing the pillows. i managed to conceal my smirk as i slid off of the bed and pulled the scrunchie from my hair, shaking it out a little.

"mum said you can come shopping with us later" louis quickly turned and went back to the house, probably thinking the worst.
"it's days like this when i-" matty trailed off, pulling his jeans on.
"what?" i pulled my shoes on and matty stayed quiet. "please just tell me" i sighed, standing in front of him and tracing his tattoo.

"i need a couple of lines" he let out a heavy breath, playing with a strand of my slightly curly hair.
"are you being serious?" i stepped back, my brows furrowed with worry. "you've been doing coke again?" i raised my voice a little, watching as he tugged at his hair.

"no! just uh, fucking hell liv" he sighed, picking his shirt off the floor.
"what then? i thought you were getting clean" my eyes pricked as i watched him pull his shirt on.
"i'm trying olivia, i've only had a few li-"
"why can't you tell me these things though?" i raised my hands, before flopping them back down to my sides again in frustration.

i looked back up at him as he started smirking.
"what's funny?" i crosses my arms over my chest as he scratched the back of his neck.
"i like the way that your face looks when i'm arguing with you" he stepped towards me, holding my waist.
"you drive me insane" i sighed, bobbing my head forward so i was against his chest.
"i know i drive you insane, but i need you to stay" he rested his chin on my head, holding me tightly.

"of course i'll stay, matty" i laughed slightly before leaning back and playing with his curls.
"i promise i'm trying my hardest, i'm getting clean baby" matty pulled me towards him, leaning in as his lips met mine and he gently kissed me. one of his hands held onto my jaw whilst the other trailed down my back, holding onto my bum as he pulled me closer.

"we should go" i mumbled as i pulled a way for a moment before planting a last kiss on matty's lips.
"i cant keep my hands off you today" he muttered, sitting on the edge of the bed and pulling his shoes on.

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i looked at the items that i'd put in the shopping basket for matty, sighing.
"it'll have to do" i mumbled to myself as i wandered towards the checkouts. matty had gone off with denise and louis whilst i looked for his birthday presents, but i was stumped with what else to get him.

i quickly grabbed a bottle of red wine on my way to the checkouts, knowing what matty would be drinking tomorrow before buying the items.

"you alight baby?" matty held my free hand as i found him in the centre of the mall.
"yeah, just unsure what to get you" i bit my lip as matty smirked, looking up as denise and louis walked over to another store.
"birthday sex" he whispered in my ear, his warm hands on my sides.

i giggled, stepping away from him slightly and looking around us.
"whatever you want" i smiled, grabbing his hand and following denise and louis.

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"what about pre-birthday sex?" matty laid on the bed in the cabin as i brushed my teeth in the bathroom. i poked my head around the door, my toothbrush in my mouth and shook my head.
"please, i'm really... horny tonight" matty whispered and i laughed loudly, spitting the toothpaste into the sink.
"shut up matthew- you're a big boy now" i rinsed my toothbrush before walking out of the bathroom, sitting on the bed.

"i love you, you know that right?" matty sat up, pulling my body closer to him.
"i know, i love you too" i leant on his chest, pulling on one of his ringlets. "you're getting old" i giggled as matty lightly flicked my head.
"i'm only three years older than you, idiot" he kissed my forehead before i slipped off of the bed and flicked the lamp off.

"night baby" i whispered as i snuck off to wrap his presents in the bathroom, sitting on the tiled floor in my shorts.
"night" he called sleepily and i heard him shifting around on the bed.

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only about two chapters to go!! i have another fic planned after this though :))

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