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-matty's p.o.v-
i held olivia's hand as she attempted to get out of the car without tripping over her own dress and i caught her when she stumbled, giggling.
"you're giddy today" i muttered as she got her balance, holding onto my arms for support. she bit her lip, standing up straight and intertwining her fingers with mine.
"you make me giddy" she whispered and i smiled as mum beckoned us over outside the church with the crowds of family and friends.we walked over to mum, louis and my cousins ben and liam.
"alright matt?" ben pulled me into a quick hug before liam did aswell. "good to see you" i smiled, holding olivia's hand tightly again- i hated her feeling nervous.
"this is olivia, my girlfriend" i bit my lip, moving my hands so i was holding her waist and pulled her in front of myself.ben and liam introduced themselves to her whilst more family and friends came over, chatting to us about the wedding before everyone started filing into the church. i watched olivia as she looked around the sea of suits and dresses in awe and her beautiful smile spread across her face.
olivia seemed extremely happy during the ceremony, clinging to my side the whole time and looking excited when the bride and groom said their vows.
"thought you didn't like weddings?" i leaned down to mutter in her ear as we shuffled out of the church. she didn't look up at me, just smiled to herself and hummed a reply.we made our way out of the church with everyone, getting in various cars to take us to the reception party as olivia sat next to me, leaning into my side. she planted a small kiss on my temple as we started driving with a few family friends in the car.
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"you better get me a good birthday present for making me do that" i stumbled slightly as i walked down the steps of the stage from karaoke.
"don't worry, i will" she beamed at me, wrapped her hands around my neck and pushing her soft lips to mine. i couldn't help but smile against her, with the purple lights dancing around the dimly lit hall and drunk family singing to the now slow music."do you wanna dance at the back of the hall?" i leant my forehead against hers, holding onto one of her hands and resting my other on her waist. i held her hips close to mine as she gripped onto my fitted suit and bit her plump lip.
we got lost in the crowds of people as we danced to the slow song and i stared into her eyes, feeling like we were the only people in the room.
"liv" i mumbled and she hummed. i stared at her for a while, contemplating whether to say it or not, to risk everything. i held her tightly, biting my lip. "i-""your bird's fit, matt" tom stumbled over, putting his hand on olivia's ass as we were pulled apart. he licked his lower lip as her eyed her up, swaying slightly.
"get off her, tom" i pushed him off of olivia slightly, pulling her to my side.
"what yer on about?" he gained his footing and laughed, still staring over olivia's body. "she's just one of your fuck buddies, you get a new one every week""fuck off, she's my girlfriend" i unwrapped my arm from around olivia, walking closer to him and pushing him in the chest.
"think you're fucking hard?" tom pushed me backwards as i stumbled, feeling the alcohol take effect slightly. i punched him. it couldn't have been very hard as he looked back, his mouth slightly ajar."matty!" i felt olivia's hands on my upper arm, trying to pull me back as i felt tom's fist smash against my jaw, knocking me back. there was crowds of family and friends around us now, all their words blurring into one big cloud of noise. someone pulled tom away as olivia held my face in her hands, her expression worrisome and frustrated.
"fuck sake" olivia muttered under her breath, catching the blood from my mouth that began dripping on my white shirt. she pulled me through the mass of people, heading to the toilets.
olivia sat next to me in the car, holding tissues under my mouth and nose to catch the blood and i hadn't realised how much i'd drank. she took the tissues away as we pulled into the drive, mum and louis staying silent.
"the bleeding's stopped" she chewed her lip as she studied my face before climbing over my lap to open the door, getting out."do you mind if you stay in the cabin tonight?" mum spoke to olivia, shaking her coat off. "the sheets in your room are new and i don't want blood on them" i rolled my eyes as they carried on their conversation, stumbling out of the back doors and watching down the dark garden to the cabin. i was in a bad mood since tom had decided to touch up my girlfriend.
i quickly pulled a cigarette out of the box, sitting on the floor and lighting it. i took a long drag, feeling myself loosen slightly.
"what is up with you tonight?" olivia walked over the grass, hitching her dress up. she was holding a bundle of clothes as she pulled the cabin doors open.
"what do you fucking think?! don't act stupid, liv" i called back, a thick layer of annoyance clear in my voice.i finished the fag, stubbing it out on the concrete slab and managed to pull myself up, closing the doors behind me when i got inside. olivia had changed into shorts and a little tank, pulling the curtains back before lying on the bed. i pulled my blazer off before unbuttoning my bloody shirt and slinging the clothes on the floor, taking my shoes and trousers off.
i pulled the covers back, sliding next to olivia in my boxers and turning the lamp off.
"night babe" i laid motionless, waiting for a reply before hearing a sniffle. i quickly turned the lamp on again, leaning over to olivia where she was turned away from me.
"hey- what's the matter?" i sat up, pulling her to look at me and her eyes were a little watery and red.she pulled the covers over her face, leaving her brown hair sprawled over the pillow and i sat there thinking over what had happened. i was easily irritated when drunk.
"i'm sorry" i pulled the covers back, pulling her into my arms.
"why'd you get so pissed off? you ruined tonight" she mumbled angrily into my shoulder and i sighed, realising how annoyed i'd been."tom touched you, he's fucking gross" i gritted my teeth as she leaned over me, turning the lamp off again and lying on my chest. "you were abused, olivia. i'm never going to let anyone treat you like that again" i kissed into her hair with my cut lip, holding her tight.
i thought back to the first few nights i'd spent with her, covered in bruises and how she's played it off as nothing.
"you're such a strong girl" i whispered, squeezing her and feeling so protective over this girl that i'd fallen in love with.===============================
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Fanfictionboth endlessly denying what's wrong to make each other right. **contains smut, some violence and swearing, drug use (lower case intended)