talk! | matty healy

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-matty's p.o.v-

i quickly turned my alarm off before it woke olivia, her hair was spread over my pillow as she laid bare on my bed. i peered at the purple love bites that i'd left all over her last night and i felt my heart flutter; i was so lucky to have her in my life, even if she wasn't mine yet.

after a moment, i carefully slipped out of the bed and pulled the sheets over olivia's naked body. i stepped around our various items of clothing that were scattered on the floor and headed to the bathroom for a shower, turning the hot water on.

finishing in the shower, i looked in the mirror at the marks olivia had made on my skin and i quickly checked the time, 7:20am. i had an hour until lauren and the boys got to the apartment, then we got on the tour bus and left for three months.
"fuck sake" i sighed as went back into my bedroom in a towel, being quiet because olivia was still asleep. i opened my wardrobe and quickly pulled some boxers and jeans on, grabbing a shirt.

i heard olivia mumble and stir as i turned around, pulling my white shirt on.
"come on, sleepy head" i pecked her face multiple times until she started giggling and kissed me back.
"don't go" she rubbed her eyes, trying to wake herself up. "i liked last night" she mumbled the last part and i smiled, turning around to pick up her clothes. she stretched under the sheets before sliding out of my bed and i handed her her clothes.

she quickly went to my wardrobe to get changed, pulling some blue jeans and a white shirt on, tucking it in.
"i'll make some breakfast" she pulled me into a tight hug and i kissed into her hair. "it's gonna be a long day" i followed her out of my room to the kitchen where she started making pancakes, and a lot of mess.

"i think i'm going to have to see my mum today" olivia mumbled as she mixed the batter and i stood next to her, eyeing her neck.
"you might want to wear a turtle neck or a scarf then" i sniggered, making her smile and she turned to me, poking at the marks on my own neck.
"looks like we attacked each other" she giggled, biting her lip and i pulled her waist to mine, kissing her.

i started cooking the pancakes for olivia whilst she changed into a black turtle neck to hide the hickeys from her mum. she had told me that her mum was strictly religious and i figured she wouldn't have liked olivia getting up to anything like we had did last night.

"would your mum approve of me?" i asked her as i sat at the kitchen table with her, moving the food around my plate with a fork- i felt sick. she smiled lightly, glancing at her glass of water.
"yes... as a friend" she rested her chin on her hand, her elbow propped up on the table. she seemed nervous. "i mean, you're not my boyfriend" i'd completely forgot that me and olivia didn't have a label and i'd definitely thought about her being my girlfriend but i didn't exactly want to ask her over some shitty pancakes and then leave for three months.

before i could reply, the sound of the front door unlocking and everyone cheering interrupted our conversation.
"the bus is here!" ross called before walking into the kitchen, followed by george, adam and lauren. i forced a smile, they all looked so excited but my stomach churned, i had to say bye to olivia.
"fucking hell, what did you two get up to after we left?" george laughed, pointing to my neck and i saw olivia blush, pulling her turtle neck up slightly.
"shut up mate- you went into a sex shop" the boys laughed before telling us to hurry up or we'd miss tonight's show.

"let's get your suitcase, matty" olivia stood up, forcing a smile as well before looking to me and i got up, grabbing her hand. she gave my hand a squeeze as we walked through to the hall and i grabbed my coat, slipping my shoes on as olivia did the same. i rolled my suitcase out of the apartment with my other arm wrapped around olivia's waist tightly.

lauren and the boys walked in front of us outside- where a black bus waited for us and everyone started putting their bags into the luggage compartment.
"see you soon" lauren turned to olivia, giving her a squeeze- lauren and george decided they didn't mind dropping out early to come on tour but olivia seemed to really care about her education. she gave ross, adam and george hugs too before looking to me and wrapping her arms around me as tightly as she could.

"i'm gonna miss you so much" she sobbed onto my shoulder, not letting me go. i held onto her little body, feeling the hard lump in my throat.
"don't cry- you're gonna set me off" she loosened her grip as i wiped at my eyes, laughing slightly. she giggled through her tears, wrapping her arms around me again.
"you were really good last night" i whispered in her ear, trying to make her laugh and she came away, showing her beautiful smile before i leaned down slightly, kissing her softly as i wiped under her eyes.

i held her face in my hands as she pulled away, quickly burying her head in my chest again. i kissed her head, laughing slightly.
"i love you baby" i said it for the third time and she looked up at me.
"i love you too" she pulled me into one last hug and i squeezed her tightly, her feet coming off the ground.

"come on you two, we'll be late" adam closed the baggage compartment and started climbing onto the bus, greeting the driver. i popped liv's little body back on the ground and held her hands.
"okay, i'll call you every day. i love you." she pulled away from me before she got upset again, her hands slipping from mine.
"i love you" she walked backwards, waving to the others as they got onto the bus. "see you in three months! love you guys!"

i turned and waved before jogging up the steps on the bus and watched her waving from the window as the bus began to drive away. damn, i already missed her.

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this is bad i know, a bit shorter x
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