There were times that I just don’t want to talk…
“Are you okay?” someone ask me…
I didn’t reply. Why?
‘Coz no one can understand what I’m feeling right now.
I’m battling right now with a monster,
A monster that no one can defeat…
Even I don’t succeed though I’ve tried so hard.
I want to be alone but I’m afraid to be lonely.
I don’t like what I’m thinking right now…
“What was on my mind?” You would ask.
And you don’t want to hear nor imagine it.
Bear with me If I think of that…