Smile [a Namjin Fanfic]

Twist and turn

(Seokjin p.o.v)

"Okaaaayyy....... sooooooooo why am I here?" I asked as soon as I arrived in-front of a big house.

"You're here, sir because you're going to be a part of the family. But I think that I told you before.." Said a butler at the big gate of the house. Soon, there were many people who works as a maid and butler lined up and greeted me.

This is weird..

"Please follow me to you're bedroom, sir." One of the maids greeted me and lead the way to my room.

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The first word my mouth could say was nothing. All I did was gasped in awe. Like who wouldn't when they saw such a huge room which could be call a "bedroom".

I'd say it's a living room. Sorry but I'm a peasant so I'll say that.

"Look around as much as you can until you get used to it." Namjoon spoke behind which scared the bones of of my skin. "Since you'll be living here from now on." He continued with a smiley face.

Ugh, that face..

I got myself used to the bedroom before it was announced as dinner time.

Seeing Namjoon is still in the bedroom, lying down at the sofa nearby, I'm started feeling kinda awkward.

"Uhh... shouldn't you go back to your room and get ready for dinner?" I asked awkwardly.

He looked at me and giggled. "Did you not know ? You're now living the same room as I am, which means that this was my room." He smiled.

I guess he wasn't joking about the fiancé thing ..

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~Dinner time~

A butler came to open the dining door for us. He did question me neither I'm fine or not.

I replied him casually but internally I'm crying. Why ??... why ?? What did I do to lose my innocence??!!

*Flashback*

"Umm... you should take a bath first..." I said.

"Why? You could bath first you know?" He replied.

"No, it's fine! I can take it later. You go in first!" I fought. We were busy fighting about who's gonna take a bath first until we lost time to prepare before dinner.

"Come in, quick!! We're gonna be late for dinner." Namjoon shouted, dragging me in with my clothes still on. Before I could do anything, he turned on the shower.

"Uwu, now my clothes are wet.." I sobbed.

"It's okay. I still have a lots of them for you to wear." Namjoon said that while removing my drenched clothes to clean me.

I just stood there letting Namjoon clean me while the water showers over me.

I didn't dare to look I just closed my eyes the whole time. Well except for the part when he dragged me inside the bathroom and starts to strip in front of me.... I couldn't help but stare at his body , it's fit and muscular that I was staring at it like an idiot.

Luckily for me and him, we both were wearing pants so we didn't see anything that is not supposed to see..

[Author: OHO ISEE~ oops sorry imma go ~ ]

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"Here, you can wear this," Namjoon said while handing out a sweater and jeans for me. It was a perfect fit.

He wore a white collar top with normal casual jeans which makes his body appear  muscular.

"Ready? We're gonna be late." Namjoon said and lead the way to the dining room.

"Can your mother be furious if we're late?" I questioned on the way. "Oh, she could. You better not talk back to her, fight her or do things that risk your life." Namjoon explained panicky. I chuckled.

We arrived at the dining room, the butlers opened the doors and let us in. There was a middle aged women sitting in one of the chairs looking frustrated. Her mood was lighten up when the doors are opened.

"Oh, you must be Seokjin. I heard about you. The son of Mister Kim Sun Wu." The woman said.

"I assumed you are Namjoon's mother. It's nice meeting you." I said holding out my hand for her to shake. She nodded while shaking my hand. "Mrs Kim."

"Oh no, don't call me so formally, haha. From now on, you can call me mother." She spoke casually. "Now,now.. let's eat dinner,shall we?"

And so, she brought us to the dinner table to enjoy a heavenly made dinner.

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"Ahh~ man, dinner was good." I said, delighted with the meal that was serve.

"I'm glad you enjoyed it.." Namjoon smiled, but soon a frown appeared.

"Hey, are you okay?" I asked in a worried tone. That made Namjoon more flustered. "No ... no .. it's ... nothing..I'm fine.." He stuttered.

"No, Namjoon. You're not fine. I mean usually you are confident than me, now you're stuttering out words that I can't even hear! Come on, Namjoon. Tell me, I would like to help." I said.

He took a deep breath and calmed himself down. He looked at me like he was about to say something but then paused.

"It's fine, Namjoon. You can tell me anything slowly." I supported him.

"As you could see, my mother. She .. she wasn't always like that. It's very rare that she opened up to a person that quick, so I was pretty shocked." He explained, choking back some sob. "When she opened up to you, it reminds me of the old lover I used to have."

I listened to all he had to say, after all he needs to be comforted.

"She was like you, very caring and gentle. She smiles beautifully. But...she left me all of a sudden and I never knew why she did that.. I question my self every day, kept repeating the same questions in my mind. Am I no good? Am I annoying to you? Did I lost a sign that you show me? What did I do ?" I listened to him quietly.

"I'm....I'm afraid the same thing would happen to me again. I.. I don't want to lose you and I don't to fell miserable again! What can I do so you won't leave me?? Tell me!" He asked desperately.

I let out and sigh and pulled Namjoon in for a hug. All I could think of was just this. I felt like he needed to let out what he thinks and forget about that.

"It's okay, I'm still here with you.." I spoke. Then, my shoulder started feeling wet but I ignored it because I'll be there for Joon in his hard times, always..

(Yeshhh finally!!! Oh btw I wrote something like this few weeks before I published it and when I was about to publish it . The words in this chapters are gone and nothing left including the pictures. Bruh, those days hitting my head on the wall cuz I can't remember a thang. Luckily my friend came to help meh UWU I'm grateful~)