Fem Anime Characters X Fem Reader (Songfic)

(SAO) Silica x Reader If It's Not Me

(A/n)
Now I know some of you have been waiting for this, and tbh so have I, but I just couldn't think of anything good for an Sao fanfic. But then I listened to ^that song up there^ and it sparked my imagination. So I hope you enjoy! Disclaimer: I don't own anything here except the story.
Btw I like the name silica better than ayano so imma call her silica, and she is 15 instead of 12/13 because I'm not a pedophile. (She's still young but atleast she isn't 12...)

Lyrics
Speaking
Thoughts

If we only have tonight, there's something you should know.

"We have to fight another boss tomorrow? We were just at the last boss fight...can't we get a break?" You said, not feeling like getting sore muscles and getting really tired.

"Yes we do and yes we have to go, I don't want to either but I really wanna get out of this game quickly. I wanna see you again" Silica said as she held your hand.

You held her closer, "Silica, if one of us doesn't make it alive tomorrow, I just want you to know I love you." You said, dead serious.

"I-I love you to" She said, confused but honest.

I've been trying to get this right, but still learning to let go.

"And thank you, thank you for everything, especially for helping me get myself back together." You said as you stared into Silica's eyes.

"You don't have to thank me for tha-"

She was cut of as you kissed her, passionately. She immediately kissed back, you pulled away first, staring back into Silica's eyes.

"I do need to thank you, you saved me from myself Silica." You held her closer, not wanting to let go.

After a few minutes you both drifted off to sleep in the moonlit room.
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As you and Silica were walking towards the meet-up point for the boss fight, you started getting a bad feeling, which usually doesn't happen which made you worry even more. You looked over to Silica for comfort, and saw that she was smiling. Which eased your worries a bit
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So I'll put away the alcohol that always covered up, everything I'm feeling that was never good enough

(Flashback)

"AHHHHHHHHH" You started screaming and sobbing . It's only been 3 weeks since you couldn't log out of Sao.

You hated this.

You were hitting a tree when Silica found you, she pulled you away and towards the ground, she hugged you while trying to comfort you as you cried into her shoulder

(Flashback end)

'Why am I remembering all of this?' you thought.

If it's not me, let it be someone, someone you need, that you can rely on.

(Flashback)

"(Y/n) you...you love me right?" Silica asked seriously.

"Of course I do! Why would you even ask that?!" You said, just a tad bit mad.

"You just seemed really close to that Kirito guy.... I got worried" Silica said while looking away.

You smirked, "awwwe is Silica jeeeeeeeaaaaaaalous?"

You quickly turned and pinned Silica up against a wall, putting your leg between both of hers, and pinning her hands above her head.

"Are you still jealous?" You said as you nipped at her neck.