BTS Imagines

Suga x Depressed Suicidal Reader

Requested by Fandom_Child101
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Suga already had so much stress and pressure in his life that I couldn't give him more with my own problems what are my problems may you ask well I cut why because of all the hate i've gotten in high school and now since im Suga's girlfriend everyone (besides BTS) says that i'm not good enough for Suga and that he deserves better and they were right I was over at BTS dorm it was a party for J-Hope since he released his Mixtape it was dinner time and I was sitting next to Suga "So Y/N how has Suga been treating you" I looked over at Jin "Like im a princess" "How have the fans been treating you I know you guys went public about 8 months ago" I had to think a little "I mean there are some people who don't accept it but there are also a lot of people who support it" it seems like the boys believe me so I gave myself a mental high five but I was starting to get a little nervous since everyone was asking me questions about our relationship I would have been fine with that but then they started asking about the publicity and what the fans thought you looked up at the clock to see what time it was "Oh it's 11:00 I better get going you guys have practice tomorrow" the boys looked up at the clock and aggered I left the dorm to go to my apartment Suga had to stay since they had practice the next morning once I got home i noticed that I left my coat at the dorm but I wouldn't be needing it anymore I was going to end it all tonight I sat down at my desk and started to wright my note I was half way through when my phone started to ring I looked at the caller ID and it was Suga I put my phone on silent and did not answer it since Suga could tell I was upset just by my voice and just kept writing my letter when I was done I left it on my desk and went into my bathroom
Suga POV
"Aish just pickup" that was the 10nt time i've called and she wont answer "Suga calm down she probably fell asleep" RM said "No this is strange she always texts me goodnight so that I don't freak out" "She probably forgot" I could tell that JIn was a little worried to "I'm going over to check on her" before the guys could protest I grabbed mine and Y/N coat and ran out the door

Y/N POV

I made 12 cuts on each arm and waited for the darkness to come but someone started to bang on my door (Not that kind of Bang you dirty minded people) "Y/N open the door" I could tell it was Suga but I didn't feel like getting up so I just sat on the bathroom floor with blood all over "Y/N OPEN THE DOOR NOW" I heard the door being broke down I heard him going over to my desk I started to get more panicked "Y/N" I heard him run to the bathroom door and opened it I saw his face Fear, Shock, Anger I just looked down in shame he picked me up bridal style and took me to my bedroom sat me on my bed and went to the bathroom he came back with the First Aid and sat down in front of my and took my arms and started to bandage them "s-suga" "dont" I didnt say anything after that I just looked down he was eventually finish and sat next to me on the bed "why" I grabbed my phone and handed it to him he started to read the twitter messages and person DM's to me he through my phone against the wall "WHY WOULD YOU BELIEVE THEM" "Because there right you do deserve better i'm just distracting you I was just saving you the pain of having to break up with me" "What makes you think I would want to break up with you" "Because they're right I don't deserve you I should just go in a hole and die" Suga pulled me into his arms being careful of my own "You've got it all wrong I don't deserve such a loving girlfriend whenever I get home late you are always there waiting for me never complaining always supportive you listen to me complain about how practice was and everything like that so don't ever think again that I don't deserve you" I just nodded my head "Why didn't you tell me about the messages" "you already have so much stress in your life I couldn't add more" "aw baby you could never add more stress you can always trust me and tell me thing ok" I just nodded my head and snuggled into Sugas chest he texted the boys told them I was fine and that he was staying the night let's just say Suga wouldn't leave me alone anywhere

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