BTS Imagines

Jungkook X Self Harming Reader

Requested by @Cupcakealicious2005
Hope you enjoy
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Today I was going over to my boyfriends dorm he is part of a group called BTS and I couldn't be more proud of him as for me there was nothing special about me I always wondered why he chose me to be his girlfriend but I had to put on my happy face I knocked on the door and was greeted by my boyfriend

"Hey Y/N come in we are about to have dinner"

"Ok thanks"

I walked inside took off my shoes and went into the dining room and waited for Jungkook to sit down since they didn't have enough chairs for all eight of us so I sit on Jungkook's lap when im over for dinner we started to eat and I felt my thigh getting a little wet and I mentally cursed myself for cutting before I came here I knew it wasn't that serious since when I looked down I didn't see that much blood

"Y/N hows the food" I looked up at Jin

"It's really good thank you for making it"

We continued eating and the boys started talking about the interview they were going to be attending in a couple days

"We should be getting to sleep"

Everyone looked at Namjoon and the Maknae Line started to wine saying that they were promised a movie night and that they can't go against their promises

"Fine one movie and then we go to sleep no protesting"

"Ok"

We all got up and went to the living room me again being on Jungkook's lap but I started to cuddle into his chest since I was tired he wrapped his arms around my waist and let me sleep

Jungkook POV

I could hear Y/N's little snores so I knew she fell asleep I told the boys that I was going to bring her to my room they all silently said ok by a head nod being too focused on the movie I picked her up like a baby and carried her to my room I got out a T-Shirt for her and some sweat pants for me I slowly moved her so that I could get her shirt off She was a heavy sleeper but I knew certain things could wake her up so I had to be careful once I got her shirt off I put the T-Shirt on her and then started to unbutton her pants I had to pull the shirt to her hips so that I could see what I was doing I started to pull down her pants when I noticed little red marks along both of her thighs and I ran my had over them I wanted to say that it was her pet but her apartment complex has a strict no animal policy so I came to the conclusion that they were self inflicted I decided to wake her up so I could talk about this with her

Y/N POV

I could feel someone shake me so I opened one of my eyes and saw Jungkook with tears in his eyes

"Kookie why are you crying"

I sat up and noticed that I was only in an oversized T-Shirt that was Jungkook's and I could also see my cuts peeking out from the bottom so I figured that he had found them so I started to create a story in my mind

"Can you please explain the cuts on your legs"

"I went to my mom's place yesterday and her cat got mad at me"

"Y/N your moms allergic to cats"

I forgot about how much information he knew about my family

"Will you please tell me the truth. Where these self inflicted."

"No I was trying to climb a tree to get a good picture of the city and on the way up I got scratched since I was wearing shorts and on the way down the same happens" (Lie started to play right after I wrote this)

"Can I see the picture then"

"The lighting was terrible and the view wasn't as good as I thought it would be"

"Ok just......be careful next time"

Wow he actually believed me that's a first but at least it better than him finding out that they were self harm scars I told him to come to bed he put on his sweat pants and started to cuddle me I could hear his steady breath on my neck and snuck out to go to the bathroom I opened to door and looked to see if Jungkook was still asleep and to my surprise he still was he is usually a light sleeper but i'm not complaining I snuck to the bathroom and squeezed on the cuts to make them open up again once I saw the crimson blood come out I felt more relaxed until I heard the bathroom door being slammed open I looked up and saw Jungkook standing there his expression read almost disappointed

"Give me the blade"

"I-I dont have o-one"

"Then how did the blood come out"

"I r-reopen cuts"

"So you lied to me these where self inflicted cuts"

I didn't say anything he sighed and picked me up bridal style being careful of my cuts and brought me to his room right as Jin was coming to see what the loud sound was all about when he saw us Jungkook just shook his head and Jin went back down stairs Jungkook sat me down on his bed and went to get the first aid kit when he came back he lifted up my thigh and started to wrap it in gauze when he finish he sat in front of me on the floor while I was still on the bed

"How long"

"Depression or self harm"

"Both"

"Depression 7 years (your 20 in this) self harm about 3 years"

"Why" (btw I hate when people ask me his about Depression)

"Because everything hurts"

"We can get through this but your staying here for a while"

"If im gone for too long my apartment complex will kick me out"

"Then I guess you'll have to live here with me"

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