BTS Imagines

Bts X Anorexic/Depressed/Self-Harming Reader

I am so so soooooo sorry for the massive delay. I am sorry if this chapter is not up to expectations. I just hope that you enjoy it ok love you all. Also thank you so much for the support I feel so loved ❤️❤️❤️❤️💜💜💜.
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Today was the day. I was finally going to meet BTS. I got on an oversized sweater so that people couldn't see how skinny I was. I unwrapped the bandages on my arm and was relieved that they weren't bleeding anymore. I pull on a pair of black leggings and a pair of toms. I grab my phone wallet and album putting them in a mini backpack.
I could only afford the fanmeet tickets since it was after a concert. I got to the venue and showed them my ticket I got in and sat in a chair. I was one of the last ones so I had a little time. The boys came out and talked for a little before starting the signing. I looked at my phone for a second to see if my sister had texted me back. I frowned a little bit when she didn't respond. I looked back up to see that it was almost time for my row to go up so I got up and went to the wall where they had us line up. I was of course the last one to go.

It was my turn, they were lined up youngest to oldest. I walked up to Jungkook and went to the table setting down my album.
"Hello, what's your name?"
"Y/N"
"That's a very pretty name."
I blushed slightly and said thank you. We talked a little and then I was told to move on to Tae by a staff member. Everything else went the same but when I got to Yoongi I went to grab something for him. It was a letter, a thank you letter to be exact. When I gave it to him I saw my sleeve started to ride up a little but I thought it was fine so I ignored it. As soon as I handed it to him, his attention went right to my wrist. I looked over and pulled my arm away dropping the letter on the table. I looked back up at his face, his eyes looked like they were watering.
I quickly moved on when I got to Jin I made sure that my sleeves were covering my arms. When I finally got up to go back to my seat I heard someone stand up. I felt someone grab my arm I turned around to see it was Yoongi. He pulled me back stage and I heard the boys yelling at him. He pulled me to the dressing room, he told the staff in the room to get out.
Once everyone was out he made me sit on the couch with him in front of me.
"Show me your arms."
My eyes widened as I wrapped my arms around my body, shaking my head. He sighed and grabbed my arm shoving my sleeve up scanning my arm. I put my head down in shame, not only could he see the cuts but also how skinny my arm was. I looked up a little to see him looking at all of the cuts and scars. I pulled my arm away and wrapped my arms around my body again. I heard the door being slammed open along with the angry voices of the rest of the boys. Namjoon's voice was the most prominent.
"Yoongi what the hell were you thinking, you- why are you crying?"
I looked up at Yoongi to find him crying. He tilted his head back and took a deep breath. He looked back down at me.
"Why?"
I opened my mouth to answer but then closed it and looked back down.
"What do you mean why, Yoongi what are you talking about?"
This time it was Jin. Then Jimin gasped a little.
"It's because of her arms isn't it."
I looked at him in shock, so did everyone else. That's when I finally broke down, I put my head in my hands and started to cry. I felt someone put their arms around me and hug me, I leaned into them not knowing who it was.

"Please talk to us"
I don't know what came over me but I did. I told them everything and they all listened closely. When I got to my self harming part I stopped.
"Then I sta-started to do thi-this."
I pointed to my arm and then looked down and stopped talking. Everything was quiet I could tell that they were processing all of the information. I heard someone walking around so I looked up. I saw Jin walking around like he was trying to find something when he finally did, it was a sticky note. He came over to me writing something down, when he finished he ripped off the sticky note and handed it to me. It was an address and two phone numbers.
"Meet us at that address tonight at 7:00 its a nice restaurant. That phone number is the house one and the one under it is my personal one."
I said thank you and got up to hug him. The boys talked to me more making sure that I would call or something like that.
"Why do you care so much about me. I mean I'm just a stranger."
Suga looked at me and smiled
"I can relate to that, and no one deserves to think like that"
I nodded and Namjoon said that they should probably get back before they have an angry manager on there butt. Jin showed me to the back so that I wouldn't have to deal with the other people. I thanked him and headed back to my house feeling like someone actually cared