BTS Imagines

Namjoon X Insane Reader

Requested by~Fandom_Child101
This one is more gender fluid so I hope you like it
————————————————————————Hello my name is Y/N and I hear voices in my head sometimes they tell me to do good things sometimes they tell me to do bad things the voices were really bad that was until I met Namjoon I still hear them just not as often I haven't told Nam for obvious reasons 'IT'S BECAUSE IF YU TELL HIM HE'LL LOCK YOU UP IN A ASYLUM AND THROUGH AWAY THE KEY' that's Nadia she is the one that gives me self doubt 'No he'll love you even more and help you" thats Alena she helps drown out Nadia 'Or he'll just beat on you like the kids at school then what are you going to do' and finally Richard no one likes Richard (you can change the voices names if you want to) he gives me anger and fear

Today BTS will be doing an interview and my boyfriend Nam is apart of there band 'WE KNOW YOU DON'T HAVE TO REMIND US EVERY FIVE SECONDS' I ignored Nadia and watched the TV
"So Namjoon I was told that you had a girlfriend/boyfriend is this true"
"Im sorry but I can't say anything on the matter"
'SEE HE HATES YOU HE WON'T EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE YOU'
"Ok lets play a game you all have your phones right" The boys all nodded
"Ok so this is how it works I get to chose anyone from your contacts and you have to call them your managers already agreed to this so Namjoon lets have you pick who goes first"
"How about J-Hope"
"Ok J-Hope call.....Your sister"
You weren't really interested so you went to the kitchen to get something to eat
'YOU'RE EATING AGAIN HOW DISGUSTING YOU NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT NOT GAIN IT' Nadia was right so I put down the banana
'No eat it you haven't eaten all day one little banana cant hurt you" I ignored Alena for once and just played on your phone you got a call from Namjoon and accepted it
"Hello"
"Hey Y/N what are you doing"
"I just finished eating lunch what are you doing I thought you were at an interview" I made up the lie about eating because he would have asked my about it anyway
"Oh Ya about that"
"Hello Y/N this is the MC for the interview how are you today" I heard a random guy say and I rushed back to the TV to see Namjoon holding his phone up to the MC and I decided to have a little fun
"Namjoon why did you call me and Suga I can see what your doing" everyone looked at Suga and his face was bright red
"I called you because I had to"
'SEE HE DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO CALL YOU HE WOULD HAVE CALLED SOMEONE ELSE' I could feel myself start to tear up so I made an excuse so that he wouldn't have to hear me cry
"Nam I have to go my food is going to burn talk to you later bey"
I hung up before he could respond turned off the TV and fell asleep on the couch

I woke up to the front door opening and a herd of boys coming in
"Do you know what Y/N cooked maybe there's some left over"
I heard Jin coming over to me
"Hey Y/N is the-"
"Oh he/she is asleep" I could hear Namjoon getting a blanket and covering me up
'YOU DON'T DESERVE HIM HE DOESN'T WANT YOU I MEAN LOOK AT YOU YOUR INSANE'
I shot up and covered my ears
"Go away please leave me alone"
"Guys can you leave please" I heard the footsteps going away but heard Nadia again
"Baby whats wrong"
"They told me that you dont want me"
"Who told you"
"The voices"
I could tell Namjoon was surprised by that since he didn't talk for a while
"Don't believe what they say baby you are perfect in every way tell me if they say anything again and did you really eat lunch"
"No Nadia said that I needed to lose weight and that eating was disgusting"
"Its ok baby well get through this together"
We cuddled the rest of the night and Namjoon ran his fingers through my hair and kissed the top of my head and I eventually feel asleep

————————————————————————-I hope you liked it I'm updating today instead of tomorrow since I will be with my family tomorrow and I wanted to give you something but please give me requests I need ideas for story's
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