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Suga X Depressed/Smoker Reader

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I was sitting outside of school smoking I originally started as a self medication and now it's an addiction but i'm not one of those extreme smoker I won't go through a pack in one day I only smoke once or twice a day and trust me my mom hates it she think i'll move on to weed next and honestly who knows anymore I was just about to light another one since today has been particularly stressful

"You know its not aloud to smoke on school grounds"

I snapped my head around to see the new kid that had come the day before I think his name was Yoongi or something like that but most people call him Suga due to his skin color ana a lot of the people in the school had a crush on him and I must admit that i'm one of them

"You won't snitch on me"

"How do you know that"

"You don't want to build the representation of a snitch in this school since you just started also shouldn't you be in class being the perfect student or something"

He walked up to me and snached the cig out of my hand

"Hey asshole give it back"

"Light it"

"Excuse me"

"Light it I want a smoke"

I gave him a confused look but still lit it anyway I could usually tell if it was someone's first time since they make this face and usually do it wrong and they cough alot after the fact and let me tell you it was not the first time so I got out another one and lit it for myself

"So tell me why did you start smoking"

"Your the new kid how about you tell me and i'll tell you"

"Fine my brother smoked and he let me take a drag anytime he would light one so ya that's how I got hooked"

"Nice I have depression"

"Ahh have you done weed yet"

"Wait hold up no 'oh my god really do you know do the whole cutting thing' or 'I know a great therapist' or 'are your parents abusive"

"No am I supposed to ask those questions depression is something a lot of people have its not like it a new thing that no one knows about and honestly I don't know you that well so"

"Shit you just became my new favorite person and no I don't have weed since I can't find any"

"Cool follow me we are going to the park"

"Don't we still have like 5 hours of school left"

"Would you rather be in class or smoking weed with me"

"Well why didn't you say so lets goooo"

We got to the park and talked for a little till Suga got some weed out and since it was my first time I was a little hesitant

"So since it's your first time i'm only going to let you take like one or two drags ok"

"Ok so we are sharing"

"Yep because sharing is caring"

"But I really don't care"

"Ya neither do I but hey so tell me something about yourself"

"I live with my mom"

"No siblings"

"They went with dad"

He nodded and lit the blunt he took the first drag and then handed it to me I took a drag and let me tell you it was awesome but I must have did it wrong because I started coughing

"Here let me help you"

He took the blunt and took a drag and brought my face closse to his and started to kiss me I wasn't mad because it was the best kiss ever when he moved away I blew the smoke left in my mouth at his face

"Can I have another one"

"What drag or kiss"

"Both"

After a couple more heated smoke filled kisses I was sitting on his lap In between his legs

"What are we"

"Whatever you want us to be"

"I want you to be mine"

"Then I'm all yours"

"Good"

"How bad is your depression"

"Instead of cutting I smoke"

"I know your going to hate this question but why are you depressed"

"Life went to shit and no one was there to protect me"

"Well then I promise to protect you no matter what"

"And I promise to do the same"