*editing* stay with me {l.s mpreg} | boyxboy

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True Feelings Exposed

What's going on...
Everything blew over. Settled and done with. Harry was now well, being on his 2nd month. Louis was fantastic since everything was better. Harry didn't get fired but instead he got his schedule for work. He would now be working on Wednesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays. He didn't like that he would be working on one of the days he's with Louis. But as Louis tattoo says "It Is What It Is".
*It's Friday night*
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This is going to be in Harry's POV almost through out the whole chapter, unless I say other wise. So keep your eyes peeled for different POV's. Anyways, enjoy! (-:
I was actually home this whole week. I thought I could handle myself and I did. My mum and sister were both saddened that they didn't get to watch me and take care of me themselves.
Nonetheless,I was happy that everything was okay between Niall and I. Also, I couldn't believe it's been 2 months already. It was like yesterday my little bump was the size of a pea and now it's half the size of a basketball now half that. The pain and mood swing haven't been as intense as they have been. Which I and Louis were both happy about.
While waiting for Louis to get home I just sat there. I could barely feel my little boy now. The one thing I wasn't looking forward to was him getting his foot stuck in my rib cage or something I don't know.
Of course, I went to the doctor every month and sometimes every other week. The doctor kept telling me that he's pretty big for how early I am in the pregnancy. Surely, it did worry me that I would have him early or something. I wanted to have him for all 9 months and not 9 months and a day.
When I was sitting there thinking I heard the door knob move a key going in and back out. I look behind my shoulder to see the door open and Louis walked in.
Louis dropped what he was holding and walk over to the couch, "Hello kitten."
I smile at him, "Boo-bear!" I embraced him and gave him a nice kiss on the lips.
"How is the little boy doing today?" Louis said crouching down towards my tummy.
I giggle and look at Louis.
"I love you so much." He said kissing my tummy softly. "And I love you too!" Kissing me as well but harder. Much harder.
He pulls away and leaves me laughing.
"What? What'd I do?" Louis said frowning.
I shake my head, "Nothing, nothing."
Louis pouts, "Kitten, don't! Your going to make me upset.."
I glanced down at my tummy and put one hand over it. Louis looks down at my tummy as well, placing his hand on top of mine. "And I don't want to do that." I said.
Louis looks up at me and places one hand in my hair, "You can't possibly make me upset."
I look at up at him, "I probably could I just don't want to try."
"Harry?" Louis asked not breaking eye contact with me.
"Louis?" I replied.
"What happened to you dad?" He asked squinting his eyes a bit.
"Lou..I already told you he le-" Louis cut me off, "I know I know. He left but why?"
"Louis..I don't know why he left..I was 7 and he just sat us down one night...we didn't know what was going on besides my mum. But when we sat down..he told me and my sister that he wouldn't be part of out family anymore..I didn't cry..Gemma did..a lot. We were so confused..we didn't know why he was leaving they seemed so happy together. We almost never saw them argue nor fight. Just a happy family, living a day to day life. My dad didn't up and leave that night. He stayed for another week or two then he left...once he left I couldn't take it..living without my dad was awful..him and I were the only men in the house and I wasn't ready to be the only one. Once he was gone I cried and cried wanting him to come back but I knew he wasn't going to ever come back...I wasn't even sure I was going to see him again..but I did like 3 years after." I said trying to hold back tears, "I mean I don't have anything against my dad for leaving my mum..I love my dad I just have always wanted to know why he left..but anyways.." My voice trailing and becoming more raspy, "I don't want to cry so I'm done talking about it.."
Louis didn't know what to say he was just taking all of the information in, "I'm sorry, Harry..I really am.." He said giving me a hug.
"It's fine that was years ago..I'm over it.." I said trying to convince myself that.
Louis frowned.
"What?" I ask.
"I don't like it when you do that.." Louis said looking down at his feet.
"What do you mean?" Now confused.
"You try to make yourself believe everything is okay. That your okay. When you're not. I know your not okay. I can tell. What's wrong?" Louis asked catching onto my habit.
"Louis, nothing I already told you and I don't want to talk about it anymore.." I said looking at anything but him. I didn't want to get upset with Louis..
"Harry, please? You can tell me anything and I know you know that." Louis said getting frustrated.
"I know..and it's nothing. Stop worrying about me." I said getting up from the couch.
"Where are you going?" He asked getting up as well.
"Out." I said grabbing my keys and sliding on my boots.
"Harry..don't..stay.." He said trying to stop me.
"I'll be back.." I said opening to door and closing it behind me.
Louis opened the door and came walking behind me, "Harry just talk to me. What happened?"
"Louis, I don't want to talk that's the thing. I just don't want to." I said opening the car door, letting a tear sting my cheek.
"Kitten..please?" He said stopping me from closing the door.
"No Louis. Just leave me alone for awhile.." I said with me hand on the handle.
Louis released the car door closing it for me, "Just come back please.." Louis said walking away.
I drive off and while I was driving I didn't know where I was going but I was going somewhere. With tears streaming down my cheeks and eventually hitting either the end of my tummy or my thigh.
I pull my phone out of my pocket and scroll through my contacts. I tap on Cher and it dials.
"Hello?" Said Cher it seemed like she was outside somewhere.
"It's Harry. Can I hang out with you for awhile.." I said trying not to make it seem like I've been crying but failed miserably.
"Are you crying?" Cher said now worried.
"No.." I lied.
"Yes you are I can tell! What's wrong?" She asked.
I had to admit it, my main problem was that I was tired of people asking me "how are you feeling?" "What's wrong?" and blah blah blah. It was annoying. Very. "It's Louis..I told him what happened to my dad..and he told me he hates it when I believe I'm okay when I'm not. And my clothes aren't fitting me.." I muttered that last part.
"Just talk to Louis, tell him how you feel that's what you have to do in a relationship. You guys are engaged after all, you should tell him what's going on with you, Harry. He has the right to know and did you say your clothes aren't fitting you??" She said getting excited.
"...yes..." I said shyly.
"Oh my god! I'll take you shopping Harry! We can go get some coffee or something and talk for awhile then we can end the day by shopping!!" She was getting wayyyyyy too excited about this.
"Okay, where are you?" I asked regretting what I had said.
"I'm at my house come by. I'm driving." She said.
"Okay." I said hanging up and on my way to her house.
When I get to her house I see her sitting out by her small garden having a cigarette. She sees my car pull in and gets up, running in her heels.
"Harry! Harry! Harry!" I sigh and get out of the car.
"Cherrrr!" I said as she finally got to me. Pulling me into a hug.
"It's so good to see you! And aww look at your tummy!" She said pulling away to look at me.
"I know" I laugh and we walk towards her car.
"Let me go get my keys real quick!" She said running inside.
I look around at her garden. Literally flowers EVERYWHERE. Just say there's a lot of pink, red and purple.
She comes back out locking her house and unlocks her car. As soon as I open the door I smell all of these different STRONG smells. I back up a bit and Cher looks at me, clueless, "What's that face for?"
Not saying anything, I swallow the lump in my throat and that was it I covered my mouth. Turning around and threw up in some random bush behind me.
"Oh..looks like we're taking your car..?" Cher said locking the car back up.
I stand straight up and look at her closing her car door immediately. "Y-You can still drive though.." I said breathing normal once again.
"Okay." She said as I reached in my boots to throw her my keys.
I walked over to the passenger side and got in.
When she got in, she squeaked, "Bloody hell! How far back is this seat?!"
"I am tall Cher. Sorry." I laughed scooting my seat back.
"Right, right." Pulling the seat up and adjusting the steering wheel. Once she was done adjusting and messing with things she finally backed up out of the drive way. "This is going to be sooo much fun!"
"Yeahh." I said sarcastically. But I knew I was going to enjoy it because I'll be with my best friend. I just didn't want to admit it.
After awhile we arrive at a little outdoor strip mall. "This is my favorite place to shop! It's so cute!" She parked as close as she could and we both got out. "I'm sorry! I can't stop looking at your tummy! It's just so cute! I can't wait to see you when your much bigger! Oh god, you'll be so adorable!"
I blush at being a bit embarrassed. I cross my arms over my tummy so she can't see it.
"Awwee, sweetie!" She said as we crossed the street. "Let's go get you some bigger jumpers, shall we?"
I nod as we walked pass multiple shops.
"Here." She said pulling me in.
When I walk in my phone rang, "Harry!"
I look at my phone and see it's Louis, "What? I need to answer it."
"Har-" I walk out of the store and answer the phone.
"Louis?" I asked sitting down on the bench.
"Harry, where are you? I just need to know. I'm worried." He sniffled.
"Louis, are you crying? And I'm with Cher. I'll be home in a couple hours, I promise." I said feeling bad for leaving him.
"Don't worry about me. I'm fine. And okay as long as your safe that's all that matters." He said as he stopped crying.
"Okay, I love you." I said smiling. I just wanted to hear him say it back.
"I love you too kitten. Come back soon." He said as he hung up.
I put my phone back in my pocket. I walked back into the store and Cher had an arm full of clothes. "Here, try these on" she said handing them to me.
"How did you know my size?" I asked wide eyed.
"Don't worry about it, just try them on!" She insisted. So I did as she said. After trying them on I come back out.
"Soooo, what do you think?" She asked with a smile on her face.
"I like them. I'm still wondering how you know my size.." I said looking at her.
"Okay..when you weren't at work Louis was wearing your clothes and I looked at the tags, okay." She said finally admitting.
I glance at her confused as a smile slowly played on my face, "Wait..Louis was wearing my clothes..?"
"Yeah! He actually wore that shirt you have on right as we speak like 5 times." She said pointing to my shirt. "Those pants too! I knew they weren't his, because they were much too big for him."
I looked down and smiled. Knowing that he missed me so much he wore my clothes.
I went to buy the clothes but Cher slapped my hand, "If you think I'm letting you pay, you're mental."
"Cher.." I started.
"Don't Cher me. It's the least I can do for you." She said handing the cashier her card.
I looked at her as she placed her hand on her waist.
She grabbed her card and put it back in her wallet.
"Thanks." I said putting my arm on her shoulders.
"Your very welcome, sweetie!" She said as we walked out of the store with a couple bags in my hand. "Harry?"
"Yeah, Cher?" I said as we sat down at a café.
"Can I be honest to you?" Cher asked pecking at her fingernails.
"Yeah, course. What is it?" I asked placing my crossed arms on the table.
"Harry..this is embarrassing..but I've always had a crush on you..I wanted to ask you on a date when I first became friends with you..but then I found out that you were gay and backed off.." Cher said really blushing. It wasn't just her makeup this time.
"Cher, really? Why didn't you tell me?" I asked shocked.
"Yeah..because I knew it would be awkward and embarrassing. And as I said you were gay.."
"You still could have told me.." He laughed.
"Yeah.." She replied.
"You should have told me." I said as the waitress walked over and ordered our drinks.
I looked at her and smirked.